What the fuck is wrong with me?
Why is it that Indy=Kristenmakesbadchoices? Anyone? I just can't get with the program....down in btown I would leave a party early and dip out on good times just so I could do some boring old school work!!! Here I seem to do nothing but have goodtimes.......especially with the menz's. I can't remember the last time I went to my ethics class...and I already dropped out of my math class. So what the fuck is my problem. I quit my job almost two weeks ago...so my goal is to find another one at a spa at my earliest convenience...which btw I hope is real fucking soon. I just have no drive to do things what so ever. I don't know why I thought I would be ok up here. Living with my dad has gone way out of expiration...even though he pays for my shit. Something has got to give. I think I'm just going to have to wait till the shit hits the fan, whatever that means. Well I'm about to go and at least get a miserable C on this chemistry test. By far not what I'm used to getting. I guess I'll just wait for my mind to realize that it needs to kick in to gear....some things have definetly gotta change...before its too late and I fuck up my shit!!! .....some more.