Oh my gosh...
What a horrible fucking day already. My stupid fucking car isn't acting right now and I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do next year. I feel so dumb. Maybe I shouldn't have come to Btown to go to school. I am getting pretty fucking close to being flat broke. Its not like I've been going out drinking or buying lavish gifts for myself. I guess I really need to get a job...and its not like I've been hard core looking. Most of my friends don't have cars, and I don't want to be without mine. Especially since my stupid ass didn't turn in my RA application.....and I now have to go to IUPUI. I also have yet to fill out a loan application to pay for my room and board this semester. I really want to kill myself right now for not finding a job earlier. What was I thinking....I mean really. Maybe I should just drop out of school altogether. The icing on the cake has been buying my lab book for biology, and finding out that it's a WHOPPING 87 dollars!!!! BOO BOX on that! Ugh....any one have a knife so I can slash my wrists?