Dear Jacob
I dont know if you will even read this but ya... You needed to be alone. Okay im alright with that. I felt it coming. I guess thats why im not so torn up by it. It still hurts like hell. So im letting you be alone. Im letting you do what you need to do.
Im not going to any one else for awhile.
I think i want to be alone for a little while. Things are so screwed up in my house hold i guess its what i need to.
I want you to be able to come back at the end of this thou. Thats one thing. I guess i want to prove to you we can still have fun. We have gone threw so much... doesnt seem right for it to be over for ever. Not yet.
This is a good way to get used to not seeing you also. Let me tell ya.
At the end of this. I still love you. I love you more than anything. Im always going to love you. If this is the real end never to be tried again then... ill have fun dealing with you once you get a new girlfriend but hey. Im tuff, i deal with it.
oh and i guess i wasnt tripping over nothing. i felt like you didnt want me any more. wasnt worried about the girls, i was worried you didnt want me.
I hope to hear from you soon. I really do....
Im not going to any one else for awhile.
I think i want to be alone for a little while. Things are so screwed up in my house hold i guess its what i need to.
I want you to be able to come back at the end of this thou. Thats one thing. I guess i want to prove to you we can still have fun. We have gone threw so much... doesnt seem right for it to be over for ever. Not yet.
This is a good way to get used to not seeing you also. Let me tell ya.
At the end of this. I still love you. I love you more than anything. Im always going to love you. If this is the real end never to be tried again then... ill have fun dealing with you once you get a new girlfriend but hey. Im tuff, i deal with it.
oh and i guess i wasnt tripping over nothing. i felt like you didnt want me any more. wasnt worried about the girls, i was worried you didnt want me.
I hope to hear from you soon. I really do....