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Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue ( Read more... )

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anonymous August 4 2008, 18:46:17 UTC
Here's a few:

I'm madly in love with my best friend.

Uh. Traditionally, if I'm going to roleplay a pairing, I only like roleplaying slash and femmeslash, but roleplaying her changed my mind. Except she's sixteen and he's somewhere in his twenties, so I think people will look down on us.

I gained two pounds over the weekend.
I'm still thinner than I've been in years.
I am 5'6" and weigh 195 197 pounds. I was 250 pounds or so a few years ago. I'm doing my best.
Starving myself seems to help, except then when I actually do eat I gain weight like there's no tomorrow.
Everyone tells me I look great but I just see a blob of disgusting fat when I look in the mirror. Except my face. My face is pretty fucking hot.

I don't want to be another Fat Girl in fandom.

Still, even though I'm fat, people IRL (quite a few of them) still go after me. But it's never who I want it to be. It's never her.

I think I've said too much. Or maybe I haven't said enough.

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able August 4 2008, 19:10:04 UTC
i.. i wish i could help, lovely. i hope, though, just by getting this out? you feel a little lighter.

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anonymous August 4 2008, 19:28:36 UTC
thanks.

you really do have a way with words ♥

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able August 4 2008, 19:33:55 UTC
i-i didn't really do anything, but please remember you're beautiful for who you are and that'll never change ♥

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not anoning. kamina August 4 2008, 19:19:35 UTC
YOU ARE MY PERFECT SIZE. And by that, I mean, you have the perfect female body, and, unf. I hope you can, through a healthy mindset, become comfortable with your body. Because I'm sure it's gorgeous, and you're being too critical. People go after you for a reason, I'm sure. ♥

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Re: not anoning. anonymous August 4 2008, 19:27:27 UTC
yeah, but but but. saying that, you probably have a girl with really big boobs in mind. and me? all my curvature is in my hips.

b-but thanks

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Re: not anoning. kamina August 4 2008, 19:33:32 UTC
No, I don't mean that at all. I know exactly what your size looks like, and even if you were absolutley flat, that means nothing. Do you really think everyone in the world finds thin attractive? I typically don't. I'd take love-handles over nothing any day. You'd be surprised at how many people feel the same way, too. I'm not skinny, and that's fine. Who said we had to be skinny? Who said only skinny girls are attractive? The media projects such a shitty image of how females should look.

The fact that you still have people chasing you should say something, and you're ignoring it. C'monn. ♥

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Re: not anoning. anonymous August 4 2008, 19:49:49 UTC
well, i don't really want to be skinny. 150-160 pounds is about my ideal weight; i really want to keep my hips and softness, but i wanna be able to go back to japan and actually be able to buy clothes besides shirts. (going over there really made me feel obese.)

aaand of course i'm ignoring their advances, 'cause i'm going after my best buddy, like i said. and haha they probably only want me 'cause i'm a girl who likes both videogames and sex.

but you're really sweet. even though we don't know one another, i'll remember your kindness.♥

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Re: not anoning. soratarded August 4 2008, 20:19:00 UTC
OH GOSH
I can't even bring myself to be anon for this.
bb, you are so kind, I can't even handle it. ;__;
Really, you have such a way with words. The way you say things is just so... genuine.
It doesn't seem like you're trying too hard to say the right, but that you just know.
U-uh, I hope that makes sense. .__.;;

Just wanted to let you know how great you made me feel, knowing that you're willing to try to make a stranger feel better about themselves. ♥♥
BTW, no the OP

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anonymous August 4 2008, 21:54:34 UTC
I'm 222 pounds. I feel you.

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