Jun 05, 2008 18:13
i'm sitting here kinda naked. and for such a stupid reason. i'm one of those girls that puts a spray tan on from time to time. why? i would love to say that i am proud of my pale skin. milky might be the term that some use. but i often look at it like patchy paper. eww. want to know where this is steming from? okay. well i bought a pair of shorts. shorts??? yeah shorts. its a risk i thought i was ready to take until i got home and tried them on and holy pasty white with dimples. thats my thighs by the way. so i grabbed the spray tan and just started letting loose. and now im sitting here wondering how many sick stripes i will get from this stupid shit. oh why do girls care so much about how they look.
and i spent so much time looking for a sun dress and i finally picked one out thinking it would be okay but no the boobies overwhelm the dress. having big boobs is cool sometimes until you cant wear anything cause it makes you look like a whorebag showing off gobs of cleavage.
my current wardrobe cannot stand this weather. i need clothes that can put up with 80 degrees.
zivan was refusing to turn on the air conditioning saying he was preparing us for life in arizona.
grace is back from indy. no more teaching for her. school is out and i am sooo pumped. i am ready for our summer together. i tried to plan 80 different activities this weekend with her until she was like kris i will be here all summer now. ohhhh. man i have a huge fast food craving. umm i cant focus cause im hungry so im going upstairs to find food. mmmk.