*Face-desk*

[ablabsolute]

ONE WEEK INTO THE TERM:

I'm gonna fail this Music Programming course.

Yeah.
This is totally what I mean when I say that I have ideas but...they don't happen...

Basically I'm a fucking moron.
I do NOT understand my lack of motivation/esteem. Sometimes I REALLY feel like I need professional help.
Except I have parents who insist that it's all in my own hands.

I haven't got a clue who to believe any more.