letters I'll never send
1.) You've changed so much since you left, I don't even think you realize it, but it disappoints me to no end. We used to be SO close, and now you tell me nothing. I'd like to know why you think you can ditch me again and again, and still expect me to be there when someone fucks you over again. I don't know if I want to be that person anymore, stop fucking taking me for granted and appreciate what a wonderful friend I've been to you.
2.) You're the most judgmental person I know, you do nothing but constantly criticize me, then when it gets turned on you, you don't like it so much. Get used to the fact that I'm not perfect, I'm trying as hard as I can to make you happy but nothing ever ever ever seems to work, so I'm done trying now. Anything I do from now on is for me, none of it has to do with you. I'll make it on my own.
3.) I never see you anymore and it makes me sad, you said you didn't want to stop hanging out and yet I haven't seen you in weeks, I don't like it.
4.) you're supposed to be my best friend, so stop getting mad at me for trying to make myself happy once in a while. you'll find a guy, just fucking look harder and stop sleeping with everything that moves within 10 feet of you. I'm sick of dealing with all your problems, I have ones of my own you know! I can't devote all my free time to you, we're not fucking married, I'll help you whenever I can, you know that, but fucking try to solve it on your own before you come to me!!! you're a smart girl I'm sure you can figure out a bunch of the shit you're going through out. i hate that all my other friends hate you, I don't understand why, but at the same time I do. You're immature for how much experience you've had, you're petty, self centered, but at the same time I couldn't imagine my life without you, but sometimes you're a little much.
5.) You were better off before her..... Do you really think it's gonna work out?
2.) You're the most judgmental person I know, you do nothing but constantly criticize me, then when it gets turned on you, you don't like it so much. Get used to the fact that I'm not perfect, I'm trying as hard as I can to make you happy but nothing ever ever ever seems to work, so I'm done trying now. Anything I do from now on is for me, none of it has to do with you. I'll make it on my own.
3.) I never see you anymore and it makes me sad, you said you didn't want to stop hanging out and yet I haven't seen you in weeks, I don't like it.
4.) you're supposed to be my best friend, so stop getting mad at me for trying to make myself happy once in a while. you'll find a guy, just fucking look harder and stop sleeping with everything that moves within 10 feet of you. I'm sick of dealing with all your problems, I have ones of my own you know! I can't devote all my free time to you, we're not fucking married, I'll help you whenever I can, you know that, but fucking try to solve it on your own before you come to me!!! you're a smart girl I'm sure you can figure out a bunch of the shit you're going through out. i hate that all my other friends hate you, I don't understand why, but at the same time I do. You're immature for how much experience you've had, you're petty, self centered, but at the same time I couldn't imagine my life without you, but sometimes you're a little much.
5.) You were better off before her..... Do you really think it's gonna work out?