May 17, 2005 00:30
Absolutely horrid, I yet again have to work the shitty shifts at work again!! It's all good I have to make all the money I can when I can get it. Found an apartment, so that should be exciting, I made a promise and I'm sticking to it! I'm so excited to move in it will be the shit!! No drama, no shit tons of people in my face, no bullshitters, no backstabbers, no nothing but peaceful bliss!!
So early in the morning on the 15th will be marked in my books, Ariane and myself did not keep the wait going I guess you could say!! So if you haven't been to the apartment in awhile, we are now "labeled" as you would say Ariane! Oh man there's ice in my soda, the world is over...lol... So Justin, Ariane and I will be happily wasted at my house on Saturday with a few choice other people for Dick Downs brothers wedding, and then the weekend after that is Jacobs wedding, which there is me, The Best Man, and I am supposed to take a shit ton of pics, if you wanna see Ariane in a dress, lemme know $5.00 a picture, haha, j/k, gotta love being a sarcastic prick...Oh yeah and DEMF for the rest of the weekend...
My hand is possibly broke now or fractured, got waxed with a lead pipe at work and that shit hurt like a mutherfucker...
Justin, thanks for picking up Ariane for me friday!! And keep working your shit out with Jenny, it might not be so bad being with her, if you get all that bullshit situated!! Much luv again!!
Mom and Adam, the gargoyle that Ariane, me, and you guys got were a kick ass idea!! I love it, has meaning, and much of it... plus it just looks kewl!!! Mom, I love ya, remember that, and hopefully all that's going on will start to work out, and many situations and problems will start looking brighter...
Ed, thanks for drinking the Jose with me Sunday night it was good times, especially your goofy ass at McDonalds, honkin my horn at the drive-thru chick callin her a bastard, good stuff...
Cody, remember to save me at least two tickets for your concert and I'll see what's going on with dick downs, and if he's going!!! I'll see you Friday bro...
Julie, I hope you really, took our last serious discussion serious, if you want all that stuff and realize a problem then fight the shit head on, and stay away from the things you don't want, if you want something that bad you'll do what you have to do to get there!!! Oh and when you read this tell Adam Mom Cody and Ed what I said to them on here, since their ass don't go on this shit!!
Ariane, another weekend with many of memories and good times developed!!! Queen of the Damned, Deftones - Change, will be a rememberance for me!!! Your not the only one with the details... I soooo can't wait until August, when I can finally see you everyday when I get out of work or before I go... Then I can actually get some sleep, since I'll be right next to you...The thinking to much thing though, I think of so many things when I think of you throughout the day, it's mainly along the lines of this all working out great, and just thinking of things to come ahead of us... Also all the other things that make me think of you, pretty much every one of the 5 senses there is something that reminds me of you!!! I miss you so much though, your right it's ridiculous, but in a good way, as odd as it sounds!! I can't wait to see you Friday, this should be a good weekend, cityclub, my house, and whatever else is in store...It's funny how everything worked out, I thought about it today, how the first time you hung out with the crew, it was at my house, and I thought of things thats happened in your life and mine the past years, people we were with, events that happened, and for as bad as shit has happened, and struggling, anger, depression, and heartaches, that have went on, I'm glad I went through it all to have what I have now, It's like a proof for me, that everything happens for a reason, though you might not understand it at the time, you discover why later on down the road!! So I'm gonna go eat some breakfast with dad and have a coffee, and TRY to get some sleep!!! Just know your on my mind more than anything else, monday - thursday sucks, cuz I miss you ridiculously and that I love you, though said last definately NOT the least!!! I'll talk to you later, I'm gonna try to sleep with the bloody whiskey pillow...oh yeah...so, I love you and goodnight!!!
~Lucifer Inspires ME~