my alone days are over now... have to pick up my parents soon... i missed them... but 2 days wasnt long enough...
i LOVED waking up next to him... and i cant wait till the day i can do it every morning.... watching him sleep the other night... i realized how much i love that man... that i really COULD marry him... and now i miss him so much... i just want to hold him all the time... after almost 2 years and my feelings are still THIS strong... its insane! I've never felt like this before.. its so amazing... all these stupid issues we have... wont break us down... but i do hope things change and get better.... i do hope we can move out together some day soon...
sigh... im so in love with him