May 11, 2005 22:41
so everybody is born in may!
me too!
Wow so this it 27? It is quite cool. I thought i'd be married by now. But i'm good. I'm not ready or that generous with sharing my stuff with him and me taking on his stuff. There is sooo much I'm not ready for..
Not done with finding me and figuring what I can handle..I know what I want but that can change. All because I want it doesn't mean that is the right thing for me or maybe I need to be out of my comfort zone. It might make me a better person. But again i'm not ready for all that.
Birthday party. Friday may 6th. 8th mother's day. oh the da party.. So many people but all cool. I hope everybody had fun. It was cool to be around people that love me. We didn't play games even though i brought them. Band, cool only a couple of my friends watched them ..but hey all of the bands friend was standing and blocking the sight. Food hmmm. good. thanks quiana for the strawberrys, justin for the strawberry shortcake, neleh for pecan tarts, and shane for yamunsen (sp?), i made lumpia and bananas and bought pancit and menudo, ammie made my bday cake...
gifts..digital camera, $25 gc to yarn spot, bath stuff, tshirt, balls, clock, beads and jewel stuff, and other stuff.
i had other stuff just dont remember
oh...had people fill out my book with comments and stuff..hehehe funny
the band was cool and the dj was cool
band emma-o..billy singer/guitarist, dan bassist, mike sax/"keyboards and computer", and ammie's man travis on drums
met friends of the band..cool people
sunday actually birthday was going to do a cook out with family and few friends..didn't do it
didn't stay awake enough..sooo tired and depressed not really sad about anything just "tired" that turns into depression, didn't give mom anything good but two cards
garden looks nice
must take pictures of garden...don't know what is going on with the yard..planting in pots first..so excited my seeds are growing up
i feel like a mother
tired
sleep
now