Rumors...
Ok so I cant even remember the last time I updated but I dont really care either. I need to let out some pent up frustrations right now.
I'm sick and tired of all the rumors that are going around about me. They're not true. When it gets back to ppl that you basically had no contact with at all until this summer then you know its bad. At least he had the balls to ask me about it tho. Which is more than what I can say for alot of the people I know and am supposed to be "friends" with. I mean ... you hear something about me, if your my friend you tell me. You dont wait until someone older asks you about it...in front of everyone. Thats fucking embarassing and makes me sick to my stomach. It makes me wonder what the hell I've wasted years on. I'm not a slut. If u know me well and can joke and call me that and I know that you dont mean it thats fine. But I am by no means AT ALL a slut. But now hearing quite a few times from different ppl in the past 2 weeks that I am makes me question alot of things. Such as the intentions of sumone I'm getting close to. I mean...I dont know what he expects from me now that I know that he heard these vicious things about me. And tho I set him straight I still cant help but think that all it is, is a lie. A ploy. I dont fucking know. All I know is that I cant stand it anymore. Find something better to do with yourselves other than waste your time on me. I want out of the rumors and out of this life. Its not fair. I have never done anything to anyone to deserve this kind of shit. I'm getting really pissed and hurt from it. And those are definitly not 2 good combinations with me. If you are one of the bitches or assholes sayin shit...dont let me catch u doing it. Because there will be hell to pay.
I'm sick and tired of all the rumors that are going around about me. They're not true. When it gets back to ppl that you basically had no contact with at all until this summer then you know its bad. At least he had the balls to ask me about it tho. Which is more than what I can say for alot of the people I know and am supposed to be "friends" with. I mean ... you hear something about me, if your my friend you tell me. You dont wait until someone older asks you about it...in front of everyone. Thats fucking embarassing and makes me sick to my stomach. It makes me wonder what the hell I've wasted years on. I'm not a slut. If u know me well and can joke and call me that and I know that you dont mean it thats fine. But I am by no means AT ALL a slut. But now hearing quite a few times from different ppl in the past 2 weeks that I am makes me question alot of things. Such as the intentions of sumone I'm getting close to. I mean...I dont know what he expects from me now that I know that he heard these vicious things about me. And tho I set him straight I still cant help but think that all it is, is a lie. A ploy. I dont fucking know. All I know is that I cant stand it anymore. Find something better to do with yourselves other than waste your time on me. I want out of the rumors and out of this life. Its not fair. I have never done anything to anyone to deserve this kind of shit. I'm getting really pissed and hurt from it. And those are definitly not 2 good combinations with me. If you are one of the bitches or assholes sayin shit...dont let me catch u doing it. Because there will be hell to pay.