(aaauaauauuugh fuck) WHO WANTS TO HEAR ABOUT NIGHTMARES 8D?
YAY MY NIGHTMARES ARE BACK why am I slightly okay with this. Icon is Kinda Relevant.
Actually they weren't that bad and if not for the AAAHSFHSGJGFAD FUCKING MUDERER CANNIBALS, it would have actually been very interesting.
Especially considering that once again SOPHIA WE LOST HE GODDAMN PASSPORTS AUGH. get out of my head Corosa, nooooo x___x well actually it wasn't him this time but whatever.
So anyway I was drifting off and suddenly it's Satchel and Jack walking around my house in New Mexico. My Mom shows up and goes "OH, SATCHEL, you're old enough I can show you how to do this now" and does a funny whistle and peels back the FABRIC OF THE UNIVERSE in the middle of the gum tree in our side yard. By the way, the fabric of the universe looks like cheap construction plastic sheeting in this instance. Jack and I step inside and end up UNDER the tree in this sandstone room, and there Jack and I run into my Sister(or rather, her persona character Lily B./Ishilope) and Stone is there too and she explains that she's purified the place for the most part and that it obeys her... which she illustrates by USING POWERS TO ROTATE THE ENTIRE ROOM, and then demonstrates she's suddenly STRONG ENOUGH TO SLIGHTLY LIFT THE ROOF OF THE ROOM WITH HER BARE HANDS. Meanwhile, Stone looks on from the background. Apparently Mom taught her to get into the room using the funny Whistle, and apparently we had been there before, and it still had a sliiiightly creepy vibe even with the Mute Zen Twin Things(Ishi and Stone) looking after it.
SO, a bit of an explanation there's this actual room in my house back in New Mexico we called the Potato Room... It was a storage closet that's a bit more underground than the rest of the house, and it's the original "house" built way back when people came and settled Ojo Caliente(the town). That room was ALWAYS fucking creepy... and my dad eventually found out when we were renovating that there was a false wall. He was afraid they were going to find a fucking body in there, LUCKILY we didn't but with the people who lived in the house before it was a total possibility. There was only a belt with the name of the past landlord carved into the leather, a book about atlantis and a copy of The Fellowship of the RIng. Now that room is my bedroom whenever I go back home. SO YEAH, creepy. And in this nightmare, Ishi said something about "the secret of the potato room needs to stay underground".
Well fuck me if that isn't creepy. So then for the rest of the dream I'm walking around as Jack, and he says "OH, HEY, Mukhari come check this place out." He comes and finds Satchel to do the funny whistle, but instead of peeling back the universe-plastic, they go STRAIGHT underground into the Sandstone Room, which is apparently kinda half under the potato room in my house. And this time Ishi is kinda like, leery about them being there, and the room is a little darker, there was apparently light coming through a green window(underground light, wtf). Now I'm wondering why the FUCK Mukhari would follow Jack down there because it seems like he'd be like UNDERGROUND? OH HELL NO.
Well there's this OLD MSDOS Macintosh down there this time. And Jack TOUCHES it and green letters go across the screen and this song plays. Lover's End by the Birthday Massacre. Good song but CREEPS ME THE FUCK OUT, I have this love-hate relationship with it. And it showing up in a nightmare is automatically going to mean I'm mentally going SHITSHITSHITSHIT. Soon enough though Jack is saying SHIT SHIT SHIT out loud because the room and the air and the universe starts looking like it's splattered with grungy ink and grease and tar, and there's the idea of hands of tar over plastic sheeting, the sandstone is suddenly wood and the room is WAY different and twisted and FUCKING DEMONS and Mukhari is like fuck, get out of here and Ishi just kinda shook her head and started concentrating on shoving things back wherethey were supposed to go. Well then she says "You let the demons out from under the house".
FUCKFUCKFUCK WHO PUTS DEMONS UNDER A HOUSE, RIGHT? but it makes sense. ANYWAY, dream shifts, someone keeps putting a spider in my mouth--
FUCKING HELL AS I AM WRITING THE FUCKING EMERGENCY BROADCAST TEST SIREN WENT OFFF AUUUUGH SHIT FUCK AND IT'S FOGGY OUTSIDE AND NO, I AM NOT TRAUMATIZED AT ALL. NEVER .____.'
Anyway. yeah. Spider in my mouth. NOT REALLY ACTUALLY SCARY, I just kinda put him down and went 8T you guys are stupid, OBVIOUSLY the little dude doesn't want to be in my mouth. And he follows me around for the rest of the dream, this big-ish, blue-ish jumping spider(TRISTAN IS THAT YOU?) trying to warn me about something ONLY PEOPLE KEEP ON TRYING TO STEP ON HIM AND MAKE ME EAT HIM and I'm like ofukno BC
SPIDER WAS RIGHT. I walk somewhere and jack is there in a trenchcoat with his arms crossed saying NOPE, NO PASSING. And I'm like why. WELL, camera cuts behind where he's guarding and these two maniacs are killing people, ripping them apart and eating them, a chick and some dude and like, the chick is riding piggyback on this guy and they are just having a GRAND TIME. And then I remember the "demons" and uuughghg disgusting I hate my headspace oh god oh god x: It wasn't so bad when I WOKE UP, but was only half awake going "that was fucked up" but was only half awake so I'm still hearing Jack talking to some guy who has a scruffy beard and looks like Mukhari but isn't Mukhari, he's way serious business and seems to know a lot about the DEMONS FROM UNDER THE HOUSE. I drift off and hear more about that, blahblah, I wake up for real and look outside and it's foggy as hell, go back to sleep and have seminormal dreams the rest of the night.
uuuuugh ;______; I'm gonna go draw and vent until Lunch oh god so much trauma. I THOUGHT THE NIGHTMARES WERE GONE, MOTHERFUCKER. If I have another, I am not sleeping for The Rest of the Week.
Actually they weren't that bad and if not for the AAAHSFHSGJGFAD FUCKING MUDERER CANNIBALS, it would have actually been very interesting.
Especially considering that once again SOPHIA WE LOST HE GODDAMN PASSPORTS AUGH. get out of my head Corosa, nooooo x___x well actually it wasn't him this time but whatever.
So anyway I was drifting off and suddenly it's Satchel and Jack walking around my house in New Mexico. My Mom shows up and goes "OH, SATCHEL, you're old enough I can show you how to do this now" and does a funny whistle and peels back the FABRIC OF THE UNIVERSE in the middle of the gum tree in our side yard. By the way, the fabric of the universe looks like cheap construction plastic sheeting in this instance. Jack and I step inside and end up UNDER the tree in this sandstone room, and there Jack and I run into my Sister(or rather, her persona character Lily B./Ishilope) and Stone is there too and she explains that she's purified the place for the most part and that it obeys her... which she illustrates by USING POWERS TO ROTATE THE ENTIRE ROOM, and then demonstrates she's suddenly STRONG ENOUGH TO SLIGHTLY LIFT THE ROOF OF THE ROOM WITH HER BARE HANDS. Meanwhile, Stone looks on from the background. Apparently Mom taught her to get into the room using the funny Whistle, and apparently we had been there before, and it still had a sliiiightly creepy vibe even with the Mute Zen Twin Things(Ishi and Stone) looking after it.
SO, a bit of an explanation there's this actual room in my house back in New Mexico we called the Potato Room... It was a storage closet that's a bit more underground than the rest of the house, and it's the original "house" built way back when people came and settled Ojo Caliente(the town). That room was ALWAYS fucking creepy... and my dad eventually found out when we were renovating that there was a false wall. He was afraid they were going to find a fucking body in there, LUCKILY we didn't but with the people who lived in the house before it was a total possibility. There was only a belt with the name of the past landlord carved into the leather, a book about atlantis and a copy of The Fellowship of the RIng. Now that room is my bedroom whenever I go back home. SO YEAH, creepy. And in this nightmare, Ishi said something about "the secret of the potato room needs to stay underground".
Well fuck me if that isn't creepy. So then for the rest of the dream I'm walking around as Jack, and he says "OH, HEY, Mukhari come check this place out." He comes and finds Satchel to do the funny whistle, but instead of peeling back the universe-plastic, they go STRAIGHT underground into the Sandstone Room, which is apparently kinda half under the potato room in my house. And this time Ishi is kinda like, leery about them being there, and the room is a little darker, there was apparently light coming through a green window(underground light, wtf). Now I'm wondering why the FUCK Mukhari would follow Jack down there because it seems like he'd be like UNDERGROUND? OH HELL NO.
Well there's this OLD MSDOS Macintosh down there this time. And Jack TOUCHES it and green letters go across the screen and this song plays. Lover's End by the Birthday Massacre. Good song but CREEPS ME THE FUCK OUT, I have this love-hate relationship with it. And it showing up in a nightmare is automatically going to mean I'm mentally going SHITSHITSHITSHIT. Soon enough though Jack is saying SHIT SHIT SHIT out loud because the room and the air and the universe starts looking like it's splattered with grungy ink and grease and tar, and there's the idea of hands of tar over plastic sheeting, the sandstone is suddenly wood and the room is WAY different and twisted and FUCKING DEMONS and Mukhari is like fuck, get out of here and Ishi just kinda shook her head and started concentrating on shoving things back wherethey were supposed to go. Well then she says "You let the demons out from under the house".
FUCKFUCKFUCK WHO PUTS DEMONS UNDER A HOUSE, RIGHT? but it makes sense. ANYWAY, dream shifts, someone keeps putting a spider in my mouth--
FUCKING HELL AS I AM WRITING THE FUCKING EMERGENCY BROADCAST TEST SIREN WENT OFFF AUUUUGH SHIT FUCK AND IT'S FOGGY OUTSIDE AND NO, I AM NOT TRAUMATIZED AT ALL. NEVER .____.'
Anyway. yeah. Spider in my mouth. NOT REALLY ACTUALLY SCARY, I just kinda put him down and went 8T you guys are stupid, OBVIOUSLY the little dude doesn't want to be in my mouth. And he follows me around for the rest of the dream, this big-ish, blue-ish jumping spider(TRISTAN IS THAT YOU?) trying to warn me about something ONLY PEOPLE KEEP ON TRYING TO STEP ON HIM AND MAKE ME EAT HIM and I'm like ofukno BC
SPIDER WAS RIGHT. I walk somewhere and jack is there in a trenchcoat with his arms crossed saying NOPE, NO PASSING. And I'm like why. WELL, camera cuts behind where he's guarding and these two maniacs are killing people, ripping them apart and eating them, a chick and some dude and like, the chick is riding piggyback on this guy and they are just having a GRAND TIME. And then I remember the "demons" and uuughghg disgusting I hate my headspace oh god oh god x: It wasn't so bad when I WOKE UP, but was only half awake going "that was fucked up" but was only half awake so I'm still hearing Jack talking to some guy who has a scruffy beard and looks like Mukhari but isn't Mukhari, he's way serious business and seems to know a lot about the DEMONS FROM UNDER THE HOUSE. I drift off and hear more about that, blahblah, I wake up for real and look outside and it's foggy as hell, go back to sleep and have seminormal dreams the rest of the night.
uuuuugh ;______; I'm gonna go draw and vent until Lunch oh god so much trauma. I THOUGHT THE NIGHTMARES WERE GONE, MOTHERFUCKER. If I have another, I am not sleeping for The Rest of the Week.