Sep 06, 2005 15:27
First day was hard. Too hot and too lonely after being all alone for the greater part of the summer. It depresses me how happy people are. Jealous. Why can't I be like them? I see Denisha in the hallways and want to melt into the walls. Shove her down the stairs. Butcher her. She doesn't deserve the people she has. It makes me sick.
Ton of work to do. pisses me off i wasn't notified about it over the summer. Need to fix my schedule too so that will be normal. Get some fun in their. Make me breathe.
Hopefully things will change and change soon.