Jun 08, 2007 20:06
-who.ooowee! i found two tiny golden feederfish in a polluted fountain in the quad. i put them in fresh water and am feeding them tetra-fin.
-my dad finally agreed that the urban computer was a piece of shit, and now i've got a big ol 14 incher.
-i spent all morning in the nature lab with a white rat cuddling in my sweatshirt and chewing on my hair. i was drawing twisted lizards, dried out bananas, fishes, a vulture head...the best were the dried out crawling mouse fetuses. two were lying down, one with its back skin pinned back, the other with its belly skin pinned, showing its tiny little organs and rib cage.
i feel good.
.....i started this entry a long time ago, and now it is may 13th, nearing finals and i have not done a stitch or work for a little twoo long. oi vey.
i miss all
OH. It is now friday june eighth. One goldfish got a parasite so i froze him. the other, peaquad, is now swimming around with a turtle named brahm. There's two other tanks, on the windowsill, one with a boy betta fish, one with a girl. The boy shredded the girls tail when i put them together for mating.
i will bust out of my skin, all for san francisco longing. its true. the heels of my feet are peeling, and the tips of my fingers. its just a matter of time, and i will be splitting my skin up the arms and legs, and then around the belly. Then, as slimey muscle-woman, i will run all the way. accross the country, take one huge bound when i reach the cali border, and i'll land right on my bike, and zip around the bay.
im loungin. legitimately hangin. sun is just quitting my windows, and its coolin off. penn gave me two cds to ease my pain and they're calmin me down like a mother does.
i dont know where to direct all of what i got in me.