Long time again

[abigail21]

Well it has been a long time since I updated but not much has happened. I started bowling and of course I suck at it. but we have fun and I go with a lady I work with, and these two guys every week. It is cool because one of the guys I really like and last week we went out on our first "alone" date. It was really nice, we had dinner and we talked for a long time, and he gave me a hug. That is really cool because he is not a guy that sleeps with just anyone or is intimate with just anyone. Now whenever I see him he touches my back or holds my hand. He makes me all giddy inside and he gives me butterflies. That is weird because I never even had that feeling with my ex-fiance. Now I am into a problem though because my job and roommate situation are going really really bad and I don't know what to do about my job. I am moving again this week but I have not found a job yet. This week has been so bad and I am craving Coke again. That is not good. I want it so bad. I am scared of this feeling and need someone to talk to.

Well I am going to take a bath and then go to bed.

Miss you all,
Jennifer