The Final Stretch
today has been busy. i had to leave straight from school and go run errands that my lazy father wouldn't do. then i came home and realized that i needed to start studying for all the tests i have this week.
im tired..not just i want to take a anp tired..but tired as in if i went to sleep right now (5:48) I could sleep until tomorrow. the only thing that is getting me thru are my Sobes. I have become scaredly addicted to those drinks. I know I must drink three a day. I only really like two flavors...but they are still whats keeping me going. I have also found a love for those cheap 1.00 pizzas from the grocery store. I find the cheesburger ones to be the best.
Well, prom is on friday and I don't know about the rest of my friends..but Im very excited about it. Last year I was only excited about the house parties...but this year Im just ready to go to the prom. Oh..and please no one ask Jake how he thinks u should fast dance....as amusing as it may be...please refrain! :-) He even has my little brother doing it now. I can't wait for him to go to school and tell all his friends how to dance: arms up...crotch forward...now SHAKE! :-)
After this week...i do not have another whole week of school. Next week I have monday and friday off...the next I have monday off...and im taking a day off on may 7th just because. then after that its time for me to get out of there!
tomorrow will be only 19 days of school left for me :-)
i have found what my graduation to my self is going to be. In June, Im going to go get the dragonfly tattoo I want. Its not going to be big...i just don't know where I want to get it b/c I need to get it where my parents won't see it...at least until I move out in January. Im thinking lower back. Because if I get it on my shoulder someone is bound to see it.
Todays weather is HOT. It really makes me want to go swimming.
I had a really disturbing dream last night. I was standing in my bathroom. I had my prom dress on and was trying to do my makeup. It was 6:40 (for those of u you don't know..we have dinner at 6:30 on Friday...that is a key factor in the story)...my hair was really short...it looked really cute. But it had not been done. My mom came to the bottom of the stairs and I said to her "when is my hair appointment. she said oh it was at 3:30) so now i don't have my hair done for prom and the lady won't do it bc it is to late. So i go up town to some lady...its a girl about my age...and she tells my mom she can do hair very well. well she doesn't. it was something to the effect of a ponytail and a headband. So i start crying and rip what she has done out...and go to prom without my hair beingdone. I don't know what causes these types of dreams..but i remember having them last year also. I guess anxiety of trying to get everything done. WHO KNOWS!!!!
Well Im going to go eat some dinner now.
Catch everyone later!
im tired..not just i want to take a anp tired..but tired as in if i went to sleep right now (5:48) I could sleep until tomorrow. the only thing that is getting me thru are my Sobes. I have become scaredly addicted to those drinks. I know I must drink three a day. I only really like two flavors...but they are still whats keeping me going. I have also found a love for those cheap 1.00 pizzas from the grocery store. I find the cheesburger ones to be the best.
Well, prom is on friday and I don't know about the rest of my friends..but Im very excited about it. Last year I was only excited about the house parties...but this year Im just ready to go to the prom. Oh..and please no one ask Jake how he thinks u should fast dance....as amusing as it may be...please refrain! :-) He even has my little brother doing it now. I can't wait for him to go to school and tell all his friends how to dance: arms up...crotch forward...now SHAKE! :-)
After this week...i do not have another whole week of school. Next week I have monday and friday off...the next I have monday off...and im taking a day off on may 7th just because. then after that its time for me to get out of there!
tomorrow will be only 19 days of school left for me :-)
i have found what my graduation to my self is going to be. In June, Im going to go get the dragonfly tattoo I want. Its not going to be big...i just don't know where I want to get it b/c I need to get it where my parents won't see it...at least until I move out in January. Im thinking lower back. Because if I get it on my shoulder someone is bound to see it.
Todays weather is HOT. It really makes me want to go swimming.
I had a really disturbing dream last night. I was standing in my bathroom. I had my prom dress on and was trying to do my makeup. It was 6:40 (for those of u you don't know..we have dinner at 6:30 on Friday...that is a key factor in the story)...my hair was really short...it looked really cute. But it had not been done. My mom came to the bottom of the stairs and I said to her "when is my hair appointment. she said oh it was at 3:30) so now i don't have my hair done for prom and the lady won't do it bc it is to late. So i go up town to some lady...its a girl about my age...and she tells my mom she can do hair very well. well she doesn't. it was something to the effect of a ponytail and a headband. So i start crying and rip what she has done out...and go to prom without my hair beingdone. I don't know what causes these types of dreams..but i remember having them last year also. I guess anxiety of trying to get everything done. WHO KNOWS!!!!
Well Im going to go eat some dinner now.
Catch everyone later!