WOW!! thats all i can say.......
so let me catch you up on my life. last weekend i came home for my cousin craig's wedding on saturday. but lets start off with friday. so everyone i hang out with is 21 except me dave and nich. everyone always goes to the bar and it really sucks...A BIG ONE!! so on my way home with pat i made a few calls and we decided that i was able to drink at bamboozles cuz jesse knows the owner. but first jesse and i went to royal oak to visit jay in the hospital..it was another suck that jay was in there and he couldnt come out with us cuz it would have been that much better! but i was glad we got to keep him company and color him pictures (jesse mine was better!!) Anywho, after that we went to my gmas to hang out with nich and dave. we got some alcohol and just sat around...chelsea, casey, and pat also joined us. at about 11 think me pat jesse and case went to bamboozles where we met khoa, jenjordan, becki, bill eagle, jillian, and some others. we were having a good time...i was got super drunk cuz i wasnt drinking cuz of my bad liver. i also saw amber dalou, lena, amanda, and jessica...chatted with all of them for a little bit. and let me tell you everyone works at Paslin now!! its crazy!
come saturday...i took nichs car went and got my hair cut, my eye brows waxed, and my nails done. then i stopped at my moms house for a little bit cuz the night b4 we both broke down cuz shes super sad she never gets to see us and she thinks that we think she left us...but we definitely dont think that one little bit!! i understand why she left my dad and im soooooooo unbelievably happy that she is happy now and has moved on! i love her soooo much!!! and it kills me everyday that im not as close to her as i use to be, she was/is my best friend!! shes the best mom anyone could ask for! but back to the story. it took jackie forever to get ready so we missed the church part of the wedding so we went to go get jackies shoes fixed at meijers. so i had to go in myself and this guy would not shut up..i wanted to kill myself...after i got out of there i was telling jackie about it..while she was laughing i wanted to cry cuz i was sooo happy to be out of there!! that how bad it was, im never doing that for her again!!! so then we went to my moms house for alittle bit, met pat at my house, then went to the reception. i was so happy to see everyone! it was a good time..got a little tipsy. you know its a good party when your 89 year old great gma is out on the dance floor tearing it up...lol..i hope im like her at that age!! i love being around my family sooo much i cant wait till memorial day and 4th of july!! it was a good time after that me pat dave and jillian went back to daves house for a little bit.
sunday went back to kzoo.
this week was crazy! i have so much stuff to do to catch up with school and i only have 2 more weeks to go. i need to get a move on. but this week was rough...i was thinking about a lot fo things and it just made me stressed and sad. then i would get into fights with pat for no reason.(we like to do that..dont know why) but they just pass and we forget about them. its silly actually. but it was a sucky week..i was bored a lot. but i did make some good dinners for me and case..im a good roommate like that! haha! but yesterday was bad!!! pat and i got into a huge fight and he broke up with me. i was a bad sight for a couple of hours. but then we kept talking and fixed somethings but we still have a ways to go..i shouldnt really be talking about this but its my journal so... anyway..he realized he cant live without me cuz he loves me sooo much and i him! after that dave and i headed home..it was a 3 hour trip..it was sucky, i hate being in the car especially when im not in a good mood!! we ended up going staight to mr. pauls for dinner with the fam for gmas bday. i met Ladd..jessicas new bf from Cali. hes super nice. dinner was excellent of course. i loved the part when my gpa just said i dont like her..he was talking about my dads gf and she was sitting right there..muhahah!! serves her right!!!!! after dinner we sat over uncle daves and aunt cathys for a bit..then me dave jessica and ladd headed to canada. even though ladd is 30 and jessica is almost 24. ladd has never been to canada and me and dave cant drink here. so we went to the casino..ladd bought us all of our drinks..like i said hes super nice. i didnt gamble at first cuz i was scared and im not rich at all. but i sat down to watch them play blackjack then ladd gave me some chips to play with..i won one hand then lost it all. i was sad. but we were leaving anyways. after that we went to patrick oryans pub. that was a good time...there was this 2 guy band..they were really good and really funny! i felt bad that ladd was buying all of us our drinks all night but he did let me buy him a shot..and i was going to buy another but he ended up paying for it...all in all it was a good night. as for today didnt really do much, pat took me out to eat, then we hung out here for a little bit and played with benny cuz benny hated pat and so i made them friends..hehe! maybe he'll buy me a puppy now cuz he had fun with me and benny today! yeah right..haha! after pat left i didnt do anything..watched a lot of animal planet and then i watched the movie Frida so i could write a paper on it for humanities. it was a good movie..reminded me of the movie Pollock...another artist. i also did some research for my business proposal i have to do for technical writing. im gonna make my major PR..i know they dont make a lot at first but they get to party with famous people. im going to do an internship in new york or cali..not sure yet. but im excited! so now im just sitting here bored...cant ya tell from all of this writing?!? as for tomorrow... my dad gave me 2 tickets to the pistons game in a suite and a parking pass so im taking jillian..it was funny i called her to see what she was doing tomorrow at 3 and she said watching the pistons and i said would you rather go to the pistons game..and she said i would absolutely love it!! she was so excited..it was funny. after that my uncle dave and aunt cathy are having a BBQ and i think jesse is having people over so i have my whole day planned out and im soo happy!! ill prolly go see pat in his foos tourney for a little bit too. and on sunday its jenna lauren nilson's christening..hehe she so cute! and dave is the god father..imagine that...lol..jk hes lucky!
alrighty kids im gonna go watch some more tv and wait for ppl to call me.
come saturday...i took nichs car went and got my hair cut, my eye brows waxed, and my nails done. then i stopped at my moms house for a little bit cuz the night b4 we both broke down cuz shes super sad she never gets to see us and she thinks that we think she left us...but we definitely dont think that one little bit!! i understand why she left my dad and im soooooooo unbelievably happy that she is happy now and has moved on! i love her soooo much!!! and it kills me everyday that im not as close to her as i use to be, she was/is my best friend!! shes the best mom anyone could ask for! but back to the story. it took jackie forever to get ready so we missed the church part of the wedding so we went to go get jackies shoes fixed at meijers. so i had to go in myself and this guy would not shut up..i wanted to kill myself...after i got out of there i was telling jackie about it..while she was laughing i wanted to cry cuz i was sooo happy to be out of there!! that how bad it was, im never doing that for her again!!! so then we went to my moms house for alittle bit, met pat at my house, then went to the reception. i was so happy to see everyone! it was a good time..got a little tipsy. you know its a good party when your 89 year old great gma is out on the dance floor tearing it up...lol..i hope im like her at that age!! i love being around my family sooo much i cant wait till memorial day and 4th of july!! it was a good time after that me pat dave and jillian went back to daves house for a little bit.
sunday went back to kzoo.
this week was crazy! i have so much stuff to do to catch up with school and i only have 2 more weeks to go. i need to get a move on. but this week was rough...i was thinking about a lot fo things and it just made me stressed and sad. then i would get into fights with pat for no reason.(we like to do that..dont know why) but they just pass and we forget about them. its silly actually. but it was a sucky week..i was bored a lot. but i did make some good dinners for me and case..im a good roommate like that! haha! but yesterday was bad!!! pat and i got into a huge fight and he broke up with me. i was a bad sight for a couple of hours. but then we kept talking and fixed somethings but we still have a ways to go..i shouldnt really be talking about this but its my journal so... anyway..he realized he cant live without me cuz he loves me sooo much and i him! after that dave and i headed home..it was a 3 hour trip..it was sucky, i hate being in the car especially when im not in a good mood!! we ended up going staight to mr. pauls for dinner with the fam for gmas bday. i met Ladd..jessicas new bf from Cali. hes super nice. dinner was excellent of course. i loved the part when my gpa just said i dont like her..he was talking about my dads gf and she was sitting right there..muhahah!! serves her right!!!!! after dinner we sat over uncle daves and aunt cathys for a bit..then me dave jessica and ladd headed to canada. even though ladd is 30 and jessica is almost 24. ladd has never been to canada and me and dave cant drink here. so we went to the casino..ladd bought us all of our drinks..like i said hes super nice. i didnt gamble at first cuz i was scared and im not rich at all. but i sat down to watch them play blackjack then ladd gave me some chips to play with..i won one hand then lost it all. i was sad. but we were leaving anyways. after that we went to patrick oryans pub. that was a good time...there was this 2 guy band..they were really good and really funny! i felt bad that ladd was buying all of us our drinks all night but he did let me buy him a shot..and i was going to buy another but he ended up paying for it...all in all it was a good night. as for today didnt really do much, pat took me out to eat, then we hung out here for a little bit and played with benny cuz benny hated pat and so i made them friends..hehe! maybe he'll buy me a puppy now cuz he had fun with me and benny today! yeah right..haha! after pat left i didnt do anything..watched a lot of animal planet and then i watched the movie Frida so i could write a paper on it for humanities. it was a good movie..reminded me of the movie Pollock...another artist. i also did some research for my business proposal i have to do for technical writing. im gonna make my major PR..i know they dont make a lot at first but they get to party with famous people. im going to do an internship in new york or cali..not sure yet. but im excited! so now im just sitting here bored...cant ya tell from all of this writing?!? as for tomorrow... my dad gave me 2 tickets to the pistons game in a suite and a parking pass so im taking jillian..it was funny i called her to see what she was doing tomorrow at 3 and she said watching the pistons and i said would you rather go to the pistons game..and she said i would absolutely love it!! she was so excited..it was funny. after that my uncle dave and aunt cathy are having a BBQ and i think jesse is having people over so i have my whole day planned out and im soo happy!! ill prolly go see pat in his foos tourney for a little bit too. and on sunday its jenna lauren nilson's christening..hehe she so cute! and dave is the god father..imagine that...lol..jk hes lucky!
alrighty kids im gonna go watch some more tv and wait for ppl to call me.