Why?

[abi_x_x]

So my relationship is dead,gone, how? just by one person thats all it appears to take to end sumthing that you think is untouchable

We got back togther everything was wonderful, he picked me up from school met sum more ov my mates, went back to his watched films. Came home, big mistake number one, why didnt i just not?

The short of it is, my sister said she's gunna tell my mum he's a drug dealer and sum other made up stuff about me as well, and my mum willnot let me see him ne more and i know she wont let him in the house. I don't want to have to fight both of them, and have been accused of chosing him. I cant have my mum think badly ov me, shes my mum, i'd always chose her opinion of me over anyone elses. i had to end it, i culdnt let my mum believe that stuff about me which she would and about him, i havent got the energy ne more to fight them everytime i wanted to see him

Then why does it hurt so bad, and why do i feel like i've never felt pain like this?

I want to know when it stops hurting and when you stop feeling so betrayed? I want him back, i want him back so much.

Please, sumone, tell me when the pain goes