sea of you

[abi_road]

i feel so stupid
so confused
i'm always lied to
i'm too easy to use
i fear i'm falling
without a parachute
nothing to grab on to
and everything to lose
i'm hooked up to an air tank
but someone's cut the tube
i'm drowning in my insecurity
while i'd rather be swimming in you
but something keeps me coming back
a space insude my chest
a void-unfilled till recently
pick up your phone dammit