May 23, 2007 22:47
I feel disillusioned. I think that's what you call this.
No, strike that, I feel excited.
Wait, no, hold on, maybe I feel melancholy.
No no, that's definately not it. I feel pensive.
Er, but pensive in a good way.
Alright, not really pensive.
I feel like I found this connection to something vast and elaborate, something with a powerful sense of loss but also endurance, something hidden and ignored which is incredibly important. And I feel like I cannot keep that connection.
emotions,
cryptic entry