I FUCKING HATE IT HERE!!!
I don't understand why anyone wants to move...SERIOUSLY!
It has been what 3 weeks? I haven't meet ANYONE...I FUCKING HATE IT HERE! I am a social wonder, and I can't seem to meet anyone?!?!?!?! WHAT THE FUCK! I can't fucking stand it, I can't bare to sit in this god damn fucking townhome and look at this unfurnished and bare walls....not to mention the mess.
Is the money worth it? I am extremely unhappy...I mean I can't remember ever being this unhappy. Personally my life fucking sucks and I hate it, professionally I am extremely happy but thats not enough...not even close.
I want to walk into bars by myself with no worries again. No worries because I am assured that I would run into someone, no matter where I am at. I want these filthy old men to stop looking at me...If I wanted money to suck your cock I wouldn't be here.
The people I expect to be there for me aren't...the ones I least expected are...weird, but I guess I can see who my friends are. Some people are burning some bridges with me at the moment...bridges that will not be rebuilt so they can basically go fuck themselves.
Thats right, I got a new attitude and its pretty much go fuck yourself. Clearly I am alone ALL THE TIME and I don't need you for anything now since most think that shampooing their hair is more important than coming to see me. Most think its to far...well fuck you then and go away, its not that far and how many fucking times did I drive hours on end to see your smiling ass? Only for most to call me an alcoholic because for some reason they thought I drove that far to read the bible. Prove your friendship or go away and stop messing with my life.
I am not happy...not one bit and right now after sitting by myself all day again, I don't think its worth it...I am seriously considering checking on my old job Monday morning...
A couple FUCK YOUs:
Estavan Martinez
Jayme Birgy
Thats all for the moment...give me time and I'm sure I will come up with some others.
Yours Truely
Respectfully
Sincerely
FUCK YOU
Adam D. Betzold
It has been what 3 weeks? I haven't meet ANYONE...I FUCKING HATE IT HERE! I am a social wonder, and I can't seem to meet anyone?!?!?!?! WHAT THE FUCK! I can't fucking stand it, I can't bare to sit in this god damn fucking townhome and look at this unfurnished and bare walls....not to mention the mess.
Is the money worth it? I am extremely unhappy...I mean I can't remember ever being this unhappy. Personally my life fucking sucks and I hate it, professionally I am extremely happy but thats not enough...not even close.
I want to walk into bars by myself with no worries again. No worries because I am assured that I would run into someone, no matter where I am at. I want these filthy old men to stop looking at me...If I wanted money to suck your cock I wouldn't be here.
The people I expect to be there for me aren't...the ones I least expected are...weird, but I guess I can see who my friends are. Some people are burning some bridges with me at the moment...bridges that will not be rebuilt so they can basically go fuck themselves.
Thats right, I got a new attitude and its pretty much go fuck yourself. Clearly I am alone ALL THE TIME and I don't need you for anything now since most think that shampooing their hair is more important than coming to see me. Most think its to far...well fuck you then and go away, its not that far and how many fucking times did I drive hours on end to see your smiling ass? Only for most to call me an alcoholic because for some reason they thought I drove that far to read the bible. Prove your friendship or go away and stop messing with my life.
I am not happy...not one bit and right now after sitting by myself all day again, I don't think its worth it...I am seriously considering checking on my old job Monday morning...
A couple FUCK YOUs:
Estavan Martinez
Jayme Birgy
Thats all for the moment...give me time and I'm sure I will come up with some others.
Yours Truely
Respectfully
Sincerely
FUCK YOU
Adam D. Betzold