..but my god its so beautiful when the boy smiles=)
hello, well I haven't updated in so long. Summer is going by pretty fast, it sucks. I miss the beach so bad, its seriously depressing. I havent been doin too much. I'm suppose to be getting a babysitting job that pays $8/hour so that should be fun. I will be babysitting three little boys which isnt bad at all cause im pretty good with kids and such. Well, its almost 1:30 am and I'm so happy because today my computer was working good and then randomly it shut down and wouldnt start back up for hours. My mom called the dell people and everything they tried wouldnt work, so they said they would call back tomorrow to try and fix it again. I was pretty bummed I wouldnt have my computer tonight. HA but I do. I was just sitting down here thinking about things and decided to turn it on and see what happens. I clicked this one restart to last update or whatever button and this screen came up with 3 stages and checked them and then, i was able to get online. Hopefully it stays this way. Next week, starting sunday, I am babysitting my aunts dog because they're going away. Shouldnt be too bad, I just wish it wasnt over night everynight, cause then I wont be able to do much. Maybe I will be able to invite someone over or something. Its extra money and the dog Lucy is SO CUTE. Last time I wrote I said I got my license and a job at bennigans, well, I quit bennigans because I honestly cannot deal with asshole guests that ask dumbass questions and such. I havent driven in a long time, oh well I dont care. My birthday is actually coming up pretty soon. 17 I'll be, crazy. Then SENIOR YEAR, I cant believe how fast highschool went. It feels like freshman year was last year. I remember everything. It makes me sad but also happy. I guess it shouldnt be a bad school year, its gunna be weird seeing kids in polos. I havent been able to get to sleep the past few weeks or so. I'm never tired anymore and I am never comfortable in my bed anymore. I dunno whats wrong with me..
so anyway, this is a random journal entry but oh well. last night I had the craziest dream. I had a dream that there were like 100 tornadoes in the area. I didnt have my house, instead I had the beach house I stayed in in south carolina. It didnt have a basement in real life, however in my dream it had one but it was really my old house's basement. So anyway, it was me my mom and my brother James and we were in the house trying to find places to hide. Inside the homes there were little tornadoes that went after people. So there was one trying to find us in our home and we didnt know where to go, then all of a sudden the couch randomly lifted up so a 'secret door' appeared that led to the basement. so we ran down there and then my mom told me to wake up me brother and bring him down. so in my dream the tornadoe in the house could only go to a certain wall, for some odd reason, so when i called for my brother, who in my dream was like 3 years old, i told him to come to the wall i was at but instead he ran to the wrong one and the tornadoe like spotted him. this part was HORRIBLE, it passed him but cut some of the one side of his body off not by much, but he screamed and cried and it was so real. then he ran to me and said he was sorry and then the tornadoe was coming back so i picked him up adn ran downstairs, but then it followed so we ran backupstairs to find somewhere else to hide. me and james went outside and flipped a table over and hid behind it while my mom was inside talking to my sister who randomly showed up at the house. Then the tornadoe saw her so she ran outside and closed the door. it was like the tornadoe had eyes or something because it was on the other side of the door(inside) and it was not moving, just waiting for my mom to move. all of a sudden it sunk down to a really small size to try and trick us into thinking it was gone, but for 10 mins my mom just stood still and then we all ran to my neighbors house into this ditch. we saw it coming out of the house(by the way outside there were hude tornadoes all around is) but then all of them disappeared and went away. and that was the end of my dream. it was terrible, it was seriously the worst dream ive ever had. it is so fucked up adn sounds pathetic but i woke up almost crying esp. cause the whole part with my little brother. his facial expressions and cries and screams were so real. ahh i hated it haha. then i woke up today and told my mom, later she put the weather on and we had a tornadoe watch. haha i was like WTF?
anyway, on to other things. my poor little dog Zoe has been sick for so long. Shes had so many ear aches and now she has a picnhed nerve in her neck. so wont play anymore and anytime she wakes up she cries and shakes because shes in so much pain. I hate not being able to do anything. it seems as if the medicine she is on isnt working at all. shes been on it for over a month. my poor baby, i hope she gets better soooooon.
I cannot wait to get my senior pictures done. my mom is calling to make my appointment tomorrow! yay!
ok well, maybe I will start writing in this again, if i have something to write about.. cya ;)
jen<3
so anyway, this is a random journal entry but oh well. last night I had the craziest dream. I had a dream that there were like 100 tornadoes in the area. I didnt have my house, instead I had the beach house I stayed in in south carolina. It didnt have a basement in real life, however in my dream it had one but it was really my old house's basement. So anyway, it was me my mom and my brother James and we were in the house trying to find places to hide. Inside the homes there were little tornadoes that went after people. So there was one trying to find us in our home and we didnt know where to go, then all of a sudden the couch randomly lifted up so a 'secret door' appeared that led to the basement. so we ran down there and then my mom told me to wake up me brother and bring him down. so in my dream the tornadoe in the house could only go to a certain wall, for some odd reason, so when i called for my brother, who in my dream was like 3 years old, i told him to come to the wall i was at but instead he ran to the wrong one and the tornadoe like spotted him. this part was HORRIBLE, it passed him but cut some of the one side of his body off not by much, but he screamed and cried and it was so real. then he ran to me and said he was sorry and then the tornadoe was coming back so i picked him up adn ran downstairs, but then it followed so we ran backupstairs to find somewhere else to hide. me and james went outside and flipped a table over and hid behind it while my mom was inside talking to my sister who randomly showed up at the house. Then the tornadoe saw her so she ran outside and closed the door. it was like the tornadoe had eyes or something because it was on the other side of the door(inside) and it was not moving, just waiting for my mom to move. all of a sudden it sunk down to a really small size to try and trick us into thinking it was gone, but for 10 mins my mom just stood still and then we all ran to my neighbors house into this ditch. we saw it coming out of the house(by the way outside there were hude tornadoes all around is) but then all of them disappeared and went away. and that was the end of my dream. it was terrible, it was seriously the worst dream ive ever had. it is so fucked up adn sounds pathetic but i woke up almost crying esp. cause the whole part with my little brother. his facial expressions and cries and screams were so real. ahh i hated it haha. then i woke up today and told my mom, later she put the weather on and we had a tornadoe watch. haha i was like WTF?
anyway, on to other things. my poor little dog Zoe has been sick for so long. Shes had so many ear aches and now she has a picnhed nerve in her neck. so wont play anymore and anytime she wakes up she cries and shakes because shes in so much pain. I hate not being able to do anything. it seems as if the medicine she is on isnt working at all. shes been on it for over a month. my poor baby, i hope she gets better soooooon.
I cannot wait to get my senior pictures done. my mom is calling to make my appointment tomorrow! yay!
ok well, maybe I will start writing in this again, if i have something to write about.. cya ;)
jen<3