I'll be up until tomorrow, drinking rum to drown my sorrows..
Saturday night I got really really sad. Then I started talking to this person for like 2 1/2 hours, and my mood totally changed. I got so incredibly happy and I loved it so much. I havent been that happy in a long time. If it were one of my friends, I can honestly say I wouldnt be that happy, but it was a certain person that I care so much for. He made the rest of my night good..and I really hope we continue to talk. I miss talking to him soo much.
I get happy when I am with friends, but I rarely am with friends..
Randomly today, I just got in such a terrible mood, I almost started crying right in the middle of class. Hopefully tomorrow will be better..
I am always so bored, I read almost every entry I wrote starting with the day I made this..
I am emo.