happy? november
camden michael is 1 lb & 13 oz now!! :)
i'm so happy that he's finally gaining some weight. he looks longer too =] doctors had to give him a spinal tap though to make sure the infection that he has isn't spreading to his brain. so i'll pray for that and for him. i need to pray for myself too, things aren't that great right now. i don't know how everything got like this :( it seems like all the bad things seem to happen at the same time. camden isn't a bad thing at all...he's probably the only thing keeping me sane right now. he's a gift from God, i just have to be strong for him...my favorite nurse candy said that camden was doing well enough to let me hold him, but unfortunately his heart rate dropped when they were suctioning some stuff out of his mouth and stuff to 54 beats for minute for 4 minutes so she said i'll have to wait til sunday. hopefully i will still be able to do that, that would make my life <3
& i saw a dog get hit by a car today...it was hit so hard that it was thrown off of the hood of the car...people need to learn how to drive...i brake like crazy even when i see squirrels, :(
i'm so happy that he's finally gaining some weight. he looks longer too =] doctors had to give him a spinal tap though to make sure the infection that he has isn't spreading to his brain. so i'll pray for that and for him. i need to pray for myself too, things aren't that great right now. i don't know how everything got like this :( it seems like all the bad things seem to happen at the same time. camden isn't a bad thing at all...he's probably the only thing keeping me sane right now. he's a gift from God, i just have to be strong for him...my favorite nurse candy said that camden was doing well enough to let me hold him, but unfortunately his heart rate dropped when they were suctioning some stuff out of his mouth and stuff to 54 beats for minute for 4 minutes so she said i'll have to wait til sunday. hopefully i will still be able to do that, that would make my life <3
& i saw a dog get hit by a car today...it was hit so hard that it was thrown off of the hood of the car...people need to learn how to drive...i brake like crazy even when i see squirrels, :(