[Private] I want to be one of his "Nice People", but for real.
I hope I'm not causing him too much stress.
He's just communicating so well on this journal thing, I thought I could get him to lay out what he expects of me, so that I can deliver it. Not like I'll ever make up for how much I screwed up last summer, but I want to try to make it up to him.
But he seemed really nervous about it (what was that, four comments in a row? Five?) so I wonder if I'm just putting pressure on him.
I started trying to write an "Expectations of Pitchers" post so all was fair and he wasn't the only one writing about the other side of the battery, but there's no way I can post this. It's just too...affectionate. Or something. I don't know. It's hard to write about pitchers in general when all I end up writing about is Mihashi.
I am so messed up sometimes.