Nov 12, 2003 17:01
In less than a month, had things happened differently, I would have given birth to my second child. Unfortunately, my precious baby boy was born almost 5.5 months too early. After losing him, I had mixed feelings about having other children. I was so difficult to deal with - I was so angry; angry at other women who were still pregnant, angry at God - why would he let this happen? - angry with Michael for not being angry or showing his emotions