search for a blender
we wanted to make margaritas, so we searched far and wide for a blender, just to realize it was so close the whole time...
i wrote a letter last night, and it was nice to do, i was intoxicated somewhat, but still there... i felt this great sadness as i wrote, wanting the presence of someone far away and blurry...just wanted him there. how can i grieve more for the living than the dead? i guess the dead are somewhere intangible, can't put our hands on their skin anymore, but the living who are still alive but just far away are more mournful because we COULD feel them, hands on skin, if not for miles between, only miles, not mortality... the new nine inch nails falls short of my expectations, and i mailed that letter today, a good letter with sadness tucked into the envelope--
people i haven't spoken with/seen in months/years have been contacting me to hang out, probably because i'm finally leaving town, for a long time...
it's a little scary, all of this - my life is not what it was, and continues to change very quickly.
neil young / csny on the 16th!
~elly
i wrote a letter last night, and it was nice to do, i was intoxicated somewhat, but still there... i felt this great sadness as i wrote, wanting the presence of someone far away and blurry...just wanted him there. how can i grieve more for the living than the dead? i guess the dead are somewhere intangible, can't put our hands on their skin anymore, but the living who are still alive but just far away are more mournful because we COULD feel them, hands on skin, if not for miles between, only miles, not mortality... the new nine inch nails falls short of my expectations, and i mailed that letter today, a good letter with sadness tucked into the envelope--
people i haven't spoken with/seen in months/years have been contacting me to hang out, probably because i'm finally leaving town, for a long time...
it's a little scary, all of this - my life is not what it was, and continues to change very quickly.
neil young / csny on the 16th!
~elly