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[aberystwithe]

I should just never have sex with people. I could have given this thing to someone, it was a bad situation, we started with the condom on and it wasn't there when we were done... it's terrifying and I'd feel such guilt, such GUILT if I'd given him something, and there's a good chance I did... so I don't want to have sex with him anymore. He is my friend. I don't want to do anything bad to him, or anyone, for that matter. I'm just going to stop having sex altogether until I meet someone who wants to stay with me forever and get my disease. It's probably better that way. I'm done. I'm done.

Camping and canoes tomorrow, all should attend.

~~~~Elly