fuck inertia
inner momentum keeps realizations from having any lasting effect.
try having the same realization every day, and thinking "why, how silly i've been", but never altering your behavior. it's such a little behavior, hardly matters, but you'd think it'd stop with the realization, good thing it's not something important...but it nags, it keeps making a fool out of you. just from inertia.
i was still drunk when i got here this morning... i woke up at 9, had to open the store at 9, ran up the hill, opened the store at 9:10- it was a bad scene, didn't even have time to change my underwear or put on a bra. AND i was still drunk-now it's just a hangover. i need coffee but i'm alone so i can't get it. no one cares.
it's poker night, and i have a chill.
~~~~Elly
try having the same realization every day, and thinking "why, how silly i've been", but never altering your behavior. it's such a little behavior, hardly matters, but you'd think it'd stop with the realization, good thing it's not something important...but it nags, it keeps making a fool out of you. just from inertia.
i was still drunk when i got here this morning... i woke up at 9, had to open the store at 9, ran up the hill, opened the store at 9:10- it was a bad scene, didn't even have time to change my underwear or put on a bra. AND i was still drunk-now it's just a hangover. i need coffee but i'm alone so i can't get it. no one cares.
it's poker night, and i have a chill.
~~~~Elly