what the fuck

[aberystwithe]

i've been avoiding everybody

i cooked vegetable and scallop, and fucked it up.. it was shitty and depressing

i feel like i've made my own world where scallops and vegetables depress me

fuck, what is wrong with me

i made yogurt and fruit instead, i feel stuffed by it, thats weird

i don't know what i need - i don't like this world i've made, and i don't talk to anyone anymore, i'm going to end up like sylvia plath, dead in an oven

oh well

~~~~Elly