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hey there people.
well i havent updated this in quite some time.
but right now i am at joshs chillen from being woken up by the beautiful sun. haha. anyways its summer time and its going pretty good. ive been quite busy hanging out with people and its been fun. although i dont think its been that exciting. i want to do so many things right now but i know i want to keep some things for the rest of summer/the few months ahead. i want to go to seattle for the night, i want to go to california to visit my family and hit up disneyland, i want to see suburban legends, i want to go to some blane and danger radio shows, i want to get a tan haha, i want to go get some dicks and ah i dont even know. hopefully i can do most of these during the summer. but im not going to plan anything because well thats not what summer is about. but its lame though because its about the time i have to get a damn job which i dont want to do but i need some money to save up for a car or a new clutch for my truck. but I DUNNO. haha. anyways other than that life is going great. james is amazing but when isnt he? hah. <3. we've hung out a lot so far this summer and he wants to spend some more time doing things outside of me so i dont really know what he is doing. i didnt talk to him at all last night or this morning. but im sure i will talk to him sometime today. Anyways i agree with where he is coming from. I as well would like to do some other things aside from him but i mean as well as my boyfriend he is also one of my best friends. i can talk to him about anything and hanging out with him is one of my favorite things to do. we always have fun, no matter if its laying down watching tv or listening to music or if its running around/driving around till we go crazy. i love it. but i dont know. lately too i've been worrying about wanting to know if there will be the day when we end. i dont want it to come but i know there is a chance that it will, most likely a larger chance then it not. this is the first time i've ever worried about this. maybe its because its the first time i've ever been truely been happy in a relationship. i dont know. i'm just gonna live it each day. i guess im just having a hard time believeing that a high school relationship IS what people consider a high school relationship. one that barely ever goes past high school, barely ever last and its one where you can move on a few days later. i think a relationship is a relationship, its no different then one outside of high school, its just a mindset that people have that make them act like there is a difference between in high school and out of high school relationships. Love can be the same for people not matter what age you are. You hear the stories where people have been in love since 6th or 7th grade, but you also here the stories where people fall in love at nearly 50 years old. ah i dont even know where i am going with this. i'm done. but what i can tell you is that i love james, i don't think our relationship is like any other typical high school relationship. we are together emotionally and physically. not just one or the other. james, i love you. these almost six months has been more then i could ever ask for. you're my everything. and i hope we are together for many more months to come.
I'm out.
<3 Laura
well i havent updated this in quite some time.
but right now i am at joshs chillen from being woken up by the beautiful sun. haha. anyways its summer time and its going pretty good. ive been quite busy hanging out with people and its been fun. although i dont think its been that exciting. i want to do so many things right now but i know i want to keep some things for the rest of summer/the few months ahead. i want to go to seattle for the night, i want to go to california to visit my family and hit up disneyland, i want to see suburban legends, i want to go to some blane and danger radio shows, i want to get a tan haha, i want to go get some dicks and ah i dont even know. hopefully i can do most of these during the summer. but im not going to plan anything because well thats not what summer is about. but its lame though because its about the time i have to get a damn job which i dont want to do but i need some money to save up for a car or a new clutch for my truck. but I DUNNO. haha. anyways other than that life is going great. james is amazing but when isnt he? hah. <3. we've hung out a lot so far this summer and he wants to spend some more time doing things outside of me so i dont really know what he is doing. i didnt talk to him at all last night or this morning. but im sure i will talk to him sometime today. Anyways i agree with where he is coming from. I as well would like to do some other things aside from him but i mean as well as my boyfriend he is also one of my best friends. i can talk to him about anything and hanging out with him is one of my favorite things to do. we always have fun, no matter if its laying down watching tv or listening to music or if its running around/driving around till we go crazy. i love it. but i dont know. lately too i've been worrying about wanting to know if there will be the day when we end. i dont want it to come but i know there is a chance that it will, most likely a larger chance then it not. this is the first time i've ever worried about this. maybe its because its the first time i've ever been truely been happy in a relationship. i dont know. i'm just gonna live it each day. i guess im just having a hard time believeing that a high school relationship IS what people consider a high school relationship. one that barely ever goes past high school, barely ever last and its one where you can move on a few days later. i think a relationship is a relationship, its no different then one outside of high school, its just a mindset that people have that make them act like there is a difference between in high school and out of high school relationships. Love can be the same for people not matter what age you are. You hear the stories where people have been in love since 6th or 7th grade, but you also here the stories where people fall in love at nearly 50 years old. ah i dont even know where i am going with this. i'm done. but what i can tell you is that i love james, i don't think our relationship is like any other typical high school relationship. we are together emotionally and physically. not just one or the other. james, i love you. these almost six months has been more then i could ever ask for. you're my everything. and i hope we are together for many more months to come.
I'm out.
<3 Laura