I feel 'pretty' lately. Maybe the fact that i'm dressing like a girl lately. It feels weird to do it, but im slowly enjoying it.
Im giving up on tanning, I like the way i look pale.
& I need to go to the gym, I need to work out and not lay around all day like i did yesterday.
Yesterday:
I layed in bed for pretty much half the day. Smoked away the afternoon, went got hair dye and some lunch. Came home to dye my hair, paint my nails...and then get a phone call from Dessi, Shes bored at work and wants to meet up for lunch. I finish the hair, and drive up to work to see her. We end up going to this mexican resturant where I don't get any food, but Dessi buys me a Beer, and the guy still doesnt believe her ID is real.. She couldnt pass 20 if she wanted to :). So I take her back to work, and I head home. Only to get another phone call from Ryan who wants to go see Snakes on a Plane. I agree, tell him thats all I can afford, and hop in the car on the way to the place. I was actally expecting to fall asleep durring the movie, but surpizing it really was a good movie. The fact that there are sex scenes that go bad (death due to snakes). Peoples eyes bittin, private parts, and other random extreamly painful places. I was grabing the sides of my seat in pure.."omg" and realized, how terrified of snakes I was.
So in the end, the day turned to be good. I'm going to clean my closet out of all the clothes I don't wear and stuff them into a bag. Maybe eat something small..and go to the Gym. Thats all ive got on the brain right now :)