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the epic story that was my summer has now come to an end. after boring, sleepy hours in and out of planes and vegan restraunts, i'm finally back in california. and indeed my summer in denver was epic. i'm going to miss everyone there, more then i ever thought i would. for everyone i didn't get to see this summer, or only saw once or something i'm sorry we never got to hang out or sepend more time together this summer. perhaps we'll meet again next summer. to everyone else, i love and will miss you all very much, more then you'll ever know.
i don't know what to say, or how to explain what i feel about being back. i don't even think i've fully realized i am back in cali. at first i nearly had a panic attack trying to pack for calarts. now it maybe more like shell shock. the pressure is on this school year. this may be my last chance at calarts. first year, my mom signed my lones. this year its my dad. and that's pretty much it, there's no other chances with them. so either i need to figure out how to get a full ride or find someone else to sign it next year. or i may not come back next year. so if anyone asks why i'm so anxious about this school year, its because of that. i hope i can rise up to the challenge of this second school year, and i'm scared that i may not.
so my current situation and whereabouts is this. i'm at my aunts house right now in santa monica with my mom. the three of us are drive up the california coast, for a little vacationing before i move into the dorms next week. [be it either monday or tuesday] i'm excited to be driving up the coast, but not so much with my mom and my aunt. granted i love them, but seriously if i were doing this with my friends it would be a fucking epic adventure of shanningins and crazieness. while with them, i will most likely be bored out of my mind. but who knows, maybe it'll be more fun then i think it wont.
till then kids.
-bryce
i don't know what to say, or how to explain what i feel about being back. i don't even think i've fully realized i am back in cali. at first i nearly had a panic attack trying to pack for calarts. now it maybe more like shell shock. the pressure is on this school year. this may be my last chance at calarts. first year, my mom signed my lones. this year its my dad. and that's pretty much it, there's no other chances with them. so either i need to figure out how to get a full ride or find someone else to sign it next year. or i may not come back next year. so if anyone asks why i'm so anxious about this school year, its because of that. i hope i can rise up to the challenge of this second school year, and i'm scared that i may not.
so my current situation and whereabouts is this. i'm at my aunts house right now in santa monica with my mom. the three of us are drive up the california coast, for a little vacationing before i move into the dorms next week. [be it either monday or tuesday] i'm excited to be driving up the coast, but not so much with my mom and my aunt. granted i love them, but seriously if i were doing this with my friends it would be a fucking epic adventure of shanningins and crazieness. while with them, i will most likely be bored out of my mind. but who knows, maybe it'll be more fun then i think it wont.
till then kids.
-bryce