"I want you; I can never have you"
it always struck me as kinda funny that the mornings after seems so much quiter. as if everyone is quite for some strage guilt of what they may or may not have done the previous night.
or maybe its just the noise in my head is still turned off from the hangover.
i can't keep doing this. i don't know what it is about beging here, but i've been able to control my self much better then this.
fucking things up even more. making the distance between us greater and greater.
i'm tired of this...i want things to be finished. i want answers. i want you to see that everything will be ok. i want to feel ok. i want to be the one to put a smile on your face and remind you that it can't rain all the time.
[maybe i'm asking to much. but it isn't really.]
there's something beating in my chest, and i can't seem to make it stop, but you sure as hell make it skip.
i'm sorry...i really tired of...nevermind...
or maybe its just the noise in my head is still turned off from the hangover.
i can't keep doing this. i don't know what it is about beging here, but i've been able to control my self much better then this.
fucking things up even more. making the distance between us greater and greater.
i'm tired of this...i want things to be finished. i want answers. i want you to see that everything will be ok. i want to feel ok. i want to be the one to put a smile on your face and remind you that it can't rain all the time.
[maybe i'm asking to much. but it isn't really.]
there's something beating in my chest, and i can't seem to make it stop, but you sure as hell make it skip.
i'm sorry...i really tired of...nevermind...