Hmmm...
I dunno what's wrong with me but lately I haven't been feeling to good about myself. I think it's because work is frusterating me so bad and I swear nothing I do is ever good enough for the people there. It's really started to get to me. The last couple days it's been worse for some reason too. I feel like no one appreciates anything I do and they only see the things I do wrong or haven't done. I could just be making this worse then it really is and I'm pretty sure I am, but I can't help but feel bad about myself for some reason. I really shouldn't because I have so many things going for me and I have worked so hard for all of it. I am going to schooll and actually doing well. I have plans for my future that I know I can achieve. I work my ass off at work in order to pay for my wonderful new car I just bought all by myself. I should feel good about everything I have accomplished so far, but I feel like some things are missing. I think I'm lacking a social life really. It just feels like all I ever do is either go to school or work. I need to have some fun soon or I think I'm gonna go crazy. Oh ya and Valentine's Day is tommorrow and guess what I'll be doing? Yes, you guessed it going to school and then to work. Oh well it's not like I have any other plans. Might as well make some money since it's gonna be busy. I'll just whatch all the other couple's come in and have a romantic dinner together. Oh gosh, I need a boy. that's what I really want, even though I don't want to admit it.