What to do?
Well today was a good day. I only had two classes and I got to work tonight also. Work went well. It was some what busy so I should make some money. My night then got better. I came out to my car, got in and when I looked up I saw that their were roses on my windshield with a note. This totally caught me by suprise. I then picked them up and read the note. To my suprise it they were from Matt. I haven't gotten flowers in a while so it was nice to feel special again. But I dunno what I'm gonna do about Matt. I mean I do like him but I just don't know how much. I just don't wanna rush into anything. Right now I'm perfectly happy being single, but don't get me wrong having a relationship would be great, but I just don't want all the problems that come along with it. Another thing that is stopping me is the fact that I'm sick of putting myself out there to only be let down. I just can't do that anymore and before I put my heart out there again I need to be sure that it just right. Geese, I'm not even sure how to explain how I'm feeling right now. Well I think I'm just gonna take things slow right now. See where things lead too.