Hmm ?
Well hmm I don't even know were to start off at exactly.
First off Curt and Phil made it to Marquette okay and it took them like less then 6 hours from Flint to get here, I guess there were speeding waaayy over the limit just to get here in time.
Things weren't so good Phil talked about how he still loves me and want's to be with me and would do anything, but honeslty I don't think I really have feelings for him that much anymore, and I don't know why.
He kept bugging me and asking me what was wrong and it was nothing I just didn't wanna go out with him anymore I don't wanna go threw the same shit like last time and we live 12 hours away now, and I only know one person down there and that's Curt, so im sure he would tell me what's up but umm no it's not gonna change my mind about going back out with him.
Annndd my dad totally hates his guts and he wanted to try and talk to him but my dad basically just blew him off and ignored him, he said he didn't even wanna see his face at all, lets just say he was PRETTY pissed.
And I don't wanna go out with somone who my dad hates.
Curt OMFG he is such a fucking HOTTIE, and is soo sweet.
I really hope he comes to visit me again.
I think I have a crush on Curt, yea I know that totally sounds like Middle School but .. hmm WOW i've never meet anyone like him and I love his personality and how he is just sooo fun to be around, I wish he wouldn't have left.
But I totally felt REALLY bad when Phil was ever out of the room we would kiss or he would like hold my hand and rub my back.
I mean I feel rude and stuff but I just don't like him anymore and I don't know why, shit happens when you apart for almost 2 years, and he's just gonna have to accept that and thought about what he did I guess.
I mean I don't know if Curt likes me but he said im quite attractive and that made me feel good about myself, and he was acting like it, winking at me and all that other good stuff.
I really don't know what to do right now, I only seen Curt for 2 days and I have this BIG thing for him now, this is totally craaazy, but who wouldn't like him, he's the type of guy I have always wanted to date, I guess we'll just have to see.
Hmm I think im gonna go Tanning soon and then after that call Curt and talk to him and see what he's got to say :)
Lastnight we ended up staying at the Day's Inn and there beds there are sooooooooo FUCKING SMALL, but all 3 of us fit on it so that's really good.
Well I was laying there Curt was on my right and Phil was on my left and obviously I was in the middle, and Curt would take my hand and rub it and Phil would be sitting there playing with my hair, I was just scared that they were gonna be like oh shit were both touching her, but I would be the one getting yelled at by Phil, but like I said I don't wanna go back out with him for like the 4th time.
And when Phil went in to take a shower this morning Curt and I cuddled and kissed, lets just say it only lasted about 5 minutes because Phil knows I like Curt and I think he didn't want anything to happen...
WOWzers!
I hope people don't think im a bitch :(
Hope it's good stuff :)
First off Curt and Phil made it to Marquette okay and it took them like less then 6 hours from Flint to get here, I guess there were speeding waaayy over the limit just to get here in time.
Things weren't so good Phil talked about how he still loves me and want's to be with me and would do anything, but honeslty I don't think I really have feelings for him that much anymore, and I don't know why.
He kept bugging me and asking me what was wrong and it was nothing I just didn't wanna go out with him anymore I don't wanna go threw the same shit like last time and we live 12 hours away now, and I only know one person down there and that's Curt, so im sure he would tell me what's up but umm no it's not gonna change my mind about going back out with him.
Annndd my dad totally hates his guts and he wanted to try and talk to him but my dad basically just blew him off and ignored him, he said he didn't even wanna see his face at all, lets just say he was PRETTY pissed.
And I don't wanna go out with somone who my dad hates.
Curt OMFG he is such a fucking HOTTIE, and is soo sweet.
I really hope he comes to visit me again.
I think I have a crush on Curt, yea I know that totally sounds like Middle School but .. hmm WOW i've never meet anyone like him and I love his personality and how he is just sooo fun to be around, I wish he wouldn't have left.
But I totally felt REALLY bad when Phil was ever out of the room we would kiss or he would like hold my hand and rub my back.
I mean I feel rude and stuff but I just don't like him anymore and I don't know why, shit happens when you apart for almost 2 years, and he's just gonna have to accept that and thought about what he did I guess.
I mean I don't know if Curt likes me but he said im quite attractive and that made me feel good about myself, and he was acting like it, winking at me and all that other good stuff.
I really don't know what to do right now, I only seen Curt for 2 days and I have this BIG thing for him now, this is totally craaazy, but who wouldn't like him, he's the type of guy I have always wanted to date, I guess we'll just have to see.
Hmm I think im gonna go Tanning soon and then after that call Curt and talk to him and see what he's got to say :)
Lastnight we ended up staying at the Day's Inn and there beds there are sooooooooo FUCKING SMALL, but all 3 of us fit on it so that's really good.
Well I was laying there Curt was on my right and Phil was on my left and obviously I was in the middle, and Curt would take my hand and rub it and Phil would be sitting there playing with my hair, I was just scared that they were gonna be like oh shit were both touching her, but I would be the one getting yelled at by Phil, but like I said I don't wanna go back out with him for like the 4th time.
And when Phil went in to take a shower this morning Curt and I cuddled and kissed, lets just say it only lasted about 5 minutes because Phil knows I like Curt and I think he didn't want anything to happen...
WOWzers!
I hope people don't think im a bitch :(
Hope it's good stuff :)