Sep 26, 2004 16:54
screw LJ for being a total pain in the ass uhhh.. it wont take my effin layout everytime i put it in it disappears.. then i tried another layout i made which i really love and that wont work so enjoy my black and white layout for now.. i have to
uhhh im in such a bad mood.. sundays suck, i woke up did homewrk and mom made me do shit around the house and yah then she left aroun 11:30 for toms double header and shes been gone all day.. so ive been home alone for awhile enjoyin my loneliness haha not i dont know what the hell is wrong with me but lately ive been goin crazy out of my mind.. i cant stand my parents anymore, i dont no what is wrong with some people and i feel like im fallin out with other people and uhhh i been so crazy lately and now i think my best friend doesnt want to be friends anymore and im havin second thoughts on some of these girls ive met so far because the more you get to know someone the more truth comes out.. an some of it i dont like ..an school is so contriversal because one minute i really like it or just like it and other times i really hate it or just hate it ahhhhh and i totally bombed the summer reading test and i was hysterically crying for like 2 periods and honestly i dont think it was just the test im so freaked out right now and as for him.. well that just makes it so much better ohh yahh right well tommrw i have off and if i can go to see everyone at smithtown tommrw it will make me either really happy or make things even worse but i guess ill think positive and hope for the best <|3
yahh thats it so im out x - O