Anything goes...
“And though I’m not a great romancer, I know that I’m bound to answer when you propose, anything goes…”
Today was a decent day. I didn't have to get up extra early for Theatre, I skipped Political Science, French was ridiculious because my teacher seems uncapable of making sense, and me going to English was just fulfilling a requirement and trying to get as much credit as possible, but a waste actually.
Then I tried to type up a paper for my AAA class, and went through SOOOO much trouble to do it, including going all the way to amys apartment to get her keys, searching for her car, getting my notebook out of that car which I thought had my notes in it, then returning her keys and rushing back to my room to finish my paper by Sam's strict dinner plans...but twas all in vain, because that notebook did not have my notes and I couldnt write my paper. Damn.
Dinner was cool, just some quality time with Sam, Sally, and Jonathan...its always great to spend time with them. Then was the dreaded "Sing Down the Moon" practice, which only lasted an hour (instead of 4), and I did get a nice little smile and nod from someone, but all in all it was NOT fun...Chris is getting on my nerves more than ever, and I have a feeling its only going to get worse. Hopefully when we ACUTALLY start doing shit it will get better...at least, I can pray.
I always enjoy spending time with Sam, Seymour, Amy, Bethany...but tonight I opted to not waste my money by seeing that movie that I really didn't care about see, and instead I hung out with...well, you will never guess, since I havent hung out with this person since the semester started because he's had COOLER people to hang with..but since those people are out of town, he somehow made time, out of his busy bordom, to hang out with me.
Me and Colin went skateboarding, and although I had visions of being a natural and a fast learner, my dreams were dashed as I quickly found out that I was terrible at skateboarding, and after working on it a little while and trying...well...I still was rather sucked at it. But it was fun getting taught and just chilling, talking to colin at the fountain. Then, on our quest up and down the strip to find a decent cup of coffee, we settled for some mocha at a gas station (which I SWEAR was probably the BEST cup of coffee I've ever had!) and some Krystals, we headed back to Patrick's (who is out of town) room and watched "The O.C."...Gosh, I love that show...but we kept talking and whatnot, it took us about 2 and 1/2 hours to finish 2 episodes, but it was fun. When me and Colin went outside Hess to smoke the "Black and Milds" we had aquired from the gas station, we ran into two VERY drunk girls who just LOVED us and stayed to have a lengthy conversation with us. One was named Ashley O’Neal, which she informed us was the same name as a drag queen. She kept asking us what floors we lived on and what dorms we lived in…I guess she forgot each time we told her. Apparently, she hates people from Melrose, except one HOT guy she doesn’t even remember. I dunno, she talked in such a drunken blur, I don’t remember all she said…but I’m sure Colin will agree with me when I say…they were FUCKIN funny…but as soon as we saw a clear break, we both bolted. Who knows when Colin will have time in his busy schedule to hang out with me again.
The sucky thing is I was feeling reckless and free tonight, like it was an adventure! The skateboarding, hanging out with Willy…wowsers, I was all like…YEA!!!! The bad part of that is I bought my first pack of cigarettes and I went through about 6 within an hour…and later that cigar. I am DIFINITELY not going to start smoking, its not even that great, but it was a fun experience….but I’m sure I’m not going to be repeating it anytime soon, but I’ll always have tonight…so Sam, don’t kill me
I am worried about one of my friends. I feel we have gotten closer lately, but still there is a distance that has grown, if that makes sense. We use to talk about a ton of stuff, almost any and everything, but now there are signs that are worrying me, and when I ask, I get cryptic answers and never the truth about what is actually going on. Its just I want the best for him and I don’t want him to suffer through things, I want to help him. I don’t know if it is something that I’m to blame for or what, or if I am no longer considered trust worthy or a confidante. If it is either of those reasons, that would really be horrid. Oh well, I guess there is nothing I can do…I will just pray for him.
I’ve decided today was fun. Bring on tomorrow.
“We’ll find a new way of living…we’ll find a way of forgiving…somewhere…”
Today was a decent day. I didn't have to get up extra early for Theatre, I skipped Political Science, French was ridiculious because my teacher seems uncapable of making sense, and me going to English was just fulfilling a requirement and trying to get as much credit as possible, but a waste actually.
Then I tried to type up a paper for my AAA class, and went through SOOOO much trouble to do it, including going all the way to amys apartment to get her keys, searching for her car, getting my notebook out of that car which I thought had my notes in it, then returning her keys and rushing back to my room to finish my paper by Sam's strict dinner plans...but twas all in vain, because that notebook did not have my notes and I couldnt write my paper. Damn.
Dinner was cool, just some quality time with Sam, Sally, and Jonathan...its always great to spend time with them. Then was the dreaded "Sing Down the Moon" practice, which only lasted an hour (instead of 4), and I did get a nice little smile and nod from someone, but all in all it was NOT fun...Chris is getting on my nerves more than ever, and I have a feeling its only going to get worse. Hopefully when we ACUTALLY start doing shit it will get better...at least, I can pray.
I always enjoy spending time with Sam, Seymour, Amy, Bethany...but tonight I opted to not waste my money by seeing that movie that I really didn't care about see, and instead I hung out with...well, you will never guess, since I havent hung out with this person since the semester started because he's had COOLER people to hang with..but since those people are out of town, he somehow made time, out of his busy bordom, to hang out with me.
Me and Colin went skateboarding, and although I had visions of being a natural and a fast learner, my dreams were dashed as I quickly found out that I was terrible at skateboarding, and after working on it a little while and trying...well...I still was rather sucked at it. But it was fun getting taught and just chilling, talking to colin at the fountain. Then, on our quest up and down the strip to find a decent cup of coffee, we settled for some mocha at a gas station (which I SWEAR was probably the BEST cup of coffee I've ever had!) and some Krystals, we headed back to Patrick's (who is out of town) room and watched "The O.C."...Gosh, I love that show...but we kept talking and whatnot, it took us about 2 and 1/2 hours to finish 2 episodes, but it was fun. When me and Colin went outside Hess to smoke the "Black and Milds" we had aquired from the gas station, we ran into two VERY drunk girls who just LOVED us and stayed to have a lengthy conversation with us. One was named Ashley O’Neal, which she informed us was the same name as a drag queen. She kept asking us what floors we lived on and what dorms we lived in…I guess she forgot each time we told her. Apparently, she hates people from Melrose, except one HOT guy she doesn’t even remember. I dunno, she talked in such a drunken blur, I don’t remember all she said…but I’m sure Colin will agree with me when I say…they were FUCKIN funny…but as soon as we saw a clear break, we both bolted. Who knows when Colin will have time in his busy schedule to hang out with me again.
The sucky thing is I was feeling reckless and free tonight, like it was an adventure! The skateboarding, hanging out with Willy…wowsers, I was all like…YEA!!!! The bad part of that is I bought my first pack of cigarettes and I went through about 6 within an hour…and later that cigar. I am DIFINITELY not going to start smoking, its not even that great, but it was a fun experience….but I’m sure I’m not going to be repeating it anytime soon, but I’ll always have tonight…so Sam, don’t kill me
I am worried about one of my friends. I feel we have gotten closer lately, but still there is a distance that has grown, if that makes sense. We use to talk about a ton of stuff, almost any and everything, but now there are signs that are worrying me, and when I ask, I get cryptic answers and never the truth about what is actually going on. Its just I want the best for him and I don’t want him to suffer through things, I want to help him. I don’t know if it is something that I’m to blame for or what, or if I am no longer considered trust worthy or a confidante. If it is either of those reasons, that would really be horrid. Oh well, I guess there is nothing I can do…I will just pray for him.
I’ve decided today was fun. Bring on tomorrow.
“We’ll find a new way of living…we’ll find a way of forgiving…somewhere…”