Aug 29, 2004 16:46
ok well this is a subject that has been bugging me for awhile. i know that many of u think that im a "hypocrite" b.c i used to make fun of my sister for liking country music like when i was 12. well just to clear this up im gonna vent in here so u all understand just exactly what i was going through...well fyi...i grew uP on country music..i got my frist country cd when i was 7...ricochet or however u spell it. caz i loved that song dadies money. yeah thats right 7 freakin years old. and then i learned later in life that liking country music was considered "nerdy". or w/e so being a trend follower that i am i decided i shouldnt like it to be accepted in this world. i was self*concisous and i actuAlly cared what ppl thought of me. until like a little more then a year ago...when i fell in love w. keith urbAn. i admit it...my sister is the one who actually broght keith into the family. and when she told me to dl one of his songs i was like eww no way why would i do that. but i did neway...and i fell inlove with it. you have no freakin idea how his music speaks to me . i dont wanna sound like a dyke or nething but w.out him and his music i couldnt have got through many of my tough times. even tho i havnt liked him from the start... i really really really like him now. and not just to be different. his music is amazing...its like a work of art. so there...u know my history. this whole experience has tought me not to care what ppl think or like. now if sum1 says eww rebecca stop or sumthing like that... im not gonna listen. caz if i would have done that 2 years ago...i wouldnt have missed out on sooo much. i love my life so much<3