Sep 03, 2006 22:28
This summer was pretty low key...I had nothing to look forward to...I worked the majority of it but not as much as I had anticipated...and on my days off where I had so much to do I didn't even think to do community service or anything like that to help me get into the college of my dreams...
I really wish I had a vacation or something fun like that to look forward to but nothing like that happend...i'm really looking forward to next summer where I'm gunna go away on either my senior trip or a last family trip or hopefully both...
I can't believe I graduate high school this year...it feels like I was just a 'nervous' freshman...I never really was nervous about high school but now I'm getting kind of anxious...I started my college apps and just have to get enough brain power to write the essays...thats the hardest part and I don't have the attention span to sit down and write all of them...and every day I sit and say how I should be doing them cuz once school starts back up i'll be zonked with work...well whatever...
This summer was interesting...there were a lot of firsts for me...for one I recently got my license and i'm not as bad of a driver as some people may think...just my road rage is bad that's all...but if there were no bad drivers out on the roads...there would be no problem...I also smoked pot for the first time and didn't like it so dont worry......we won't go there because that experience in itself was unlike me...and I also had no summer romances which was also unusual...although last summer left me crushless also....
I hate the feeling knowing that everyone else had the summer of their lives and I didn't...There's always next year to look forward to....
I also hate the feeling knowing that I could have been school president this year and made this the best school year of my and everyone else's lives but I have no time afterschool to do so so therefore I didn't run...that really blows...I guess i'll just lay low and focus on my schoolwork...
I'm gunna get ready for bed and get ready for a long day at work tomorrow..at least I get holiday pay...it just really sucks cuz my shins hurt from standing all day.....damn shin splints....
Hope everyone had a good summer <3