dear reader
dear reader....
i regret to inform you that the user abercrmbguy07 is now poor as of december 2nd 2004! omg.....i dont know how this could happen....my dad was doing something with the fireplace and i was like hey... can i start ordering my christmas stuff next week ...and hes like yeah...about that....and im like what about it. and hes like ...i dont know how to tell u this but.....were poor....we dont have hardly any money any more. I just started crying and i flipped out....i was like maybe if u fucking got your drunk ass off the couch and tryed to get some work we wouldent be and hes like you dont understand thats not it...im like wtf do u mean thats not it. hes like its hard when you only have 1 income. and im like so take a fucking second job out and have 2 i dont want to be fucking poor. at this point im just really pissed off.
hes like why dont u get a job and im like cuz i cant b-cuz u wont drive me to work and the closest place around here that pays decent is silverwoods and they're not hiring anymore.. so he was just like ....just leave me alone im sick of this shit...and then i was like YOUR sick of this.... how about u think about someone else for a change ...what about me....im sick of u being a drunk....im sick of not having a mom....im sick of being embarrased about u when other parents ask why u couldent do something a normal parent would.....im sick of getting left out in the cold when i ask for a ride and u say ok and never show up....im sick of YOU. by that point i dont think he was listening to me anymore....so i just went i n my room and started crying...and now im here writing this... i KNOW money isnt everything....and im ok with that....i d.c. if i dont have a jet ski and a quad and a water front house....i d.c. about all that...all i want is a NORMAL life....the only thing i seem to have left is my boyfriend.....he means everything to me and i just dont know what i would do if i lost him now....and babe if ur reading this i just want you to know that i care about u so much and id do anything for you. in other news...my ipod is broken and i have this stuff nose that wont go away....ive had it for like a week and have no idea whats causing it....well w/e i dont care ....thats not too important to me right now...anyway so yeah im just gonna have to suck it up and deal with this...it sucks, but i mean things will get better soon and thank god i have anthony by my side...
--Later--
--Dave--
i regret to inform you that the user abercrmbguy07 is now poor as of december 2nd 2004! omg.....i dont know how this could happen....my dad was doing something with the fireplace and i was like hey... can i start ordering my christmas stuff next week ...and hes like yeah...about that....and im like what about it. and hes like ...i dont know how to tell u this but.....were poor....we dont have hardly any money any more. I just started crying and i flipped out....i was like maybe if u fucking got your drunk ass off the couch and tryed to get some work we wouldent be and hes like you dont understand thats not it...im like wtf do u mean thats not it. hes like its hard when you only have 1 income. and im like so take a fucking second job out and have 2 i dont want to be fucking poor. at this point im just really pissed off.
hes like why dont u get a job and im like cuz i cant b-cuz u wont drive me to work and the closest place around here that pays decent is silverwoods and they're not hiring anymore.. so he was just like ....just leave me alone im sick of this shit...and then i was like YOUR sick of this.... how about u think about someone else for a change ...what about me....im sick of u being a drunk....im sick of not having a mom....im sick of being embarrased about u when other parents ask why u couldent do something a normal parent would.....im sick of getting left out in the cold when i ask for a ride and u say ok and never show up....im sick of YOU. by that point i dont think he was listening to me anymore....so i just went i n my room and started crying...and now im here writing this... i KNOW money isnt everything....and im ok with that....i d.c. if i dont have a jet ski and a quad and a water front house....i d.c. about all that...all i want is a NORMAL life....the only thing i seem to have left is my boyfriend.....he means everything to me and i just dont know what i would do if i lost him now....and babe if ur reading this i just want you to know that i care about u so much and id do anything for you. in other news...my ipod is broken and i have this stuff nose that wont go away....ive had it for like a week and have no idea whats causing it....well w/e i dont care ....thats not too important to me right now...anyway so yeah im just gonna have to suck it up and deal with this...it sucks, but i mean things will get better soon and thank god i have anthony by my side...
--Later--
--Dave--