Jan 07, 2003 21:16
okay this chris thing is pissing me off!
im not trying to be like rude but i really like chris and nicole is like rubbin thier "friend" relationship in my flippin face!!and im sick and tired of it! he told her he liked her..he told me he liked me! she has been tellin me all this crap and it's been getting to me! okay cryin for 30 min before you go to bed over a freakin boy is sad! and i can't stop thinking about him ...and nicole is like i swear rubbin it in my face i need to get over him cuz he would never go out with me and i guess im jus wishin for a relationship like my sister had..like i guess i was jealous! and uhhh i dont know im so freakin confused i feel like the world is turning on me!nicole's not coming ova this weekend cuz she has a party to go to..with chris she had to add..u kno i think me and nicole r growing a part and i dont want it to but i think we are..and we like the exact same guys and that's not good at all! caitlyn came ova today we chilled and danced the whole time lol i was tryin to teach her a dance i made up it was funny!! lol and then we talked about alot of stuff..then she had to go home=[ lol me caitlyn and ellen r suppose to have a party on Febuary 14th..only guys invited except for us three girls so we can find a decent guy haha!! that's the only way u can do it!!! lmao so like we askin everyone at school it's funny so far we got like 7 guys haha
Lost in words
i Dont know what to say
my heart skips a beat
cant get u out of my mind
this is what i feel
-Emotions-
<3.amanda