Break
First off, I love my icon. Mariah is getting HUGE. LOL. That may be the most positive thing about this entry.
So I wish I could say that the break has been amaaaaaazing, and I love every minute of it. But I can't. I mean lately, things have just gotten a lil shitty. Getting into fights with friends, essentially over nothing. I wasn't even argueing because frankly I could care less. But because majority of my friends are stubborn, no one listens to each others opinions, including myself from time to time.
I just think that it's shitty that the first time I share my opinion in a concerned matter and I get flipped out on, it's just stupid. I have always been the one in the group that kinda stays neautral, unless I am directly involved. So I shared my opinion and it blows up in my face, even though it is MY opinion. I don't think anyone really gets what an opinion means. It's one persons thoughts or beleifs. And no one is going to change my opinion without my consent. So whatever I'm over it. And I'm not going to pretend like I am changing my mind to make anything better, I haven't done anything wrong. From now on know this, if you tell me something and you don't want my honest opinion, tell me you don't or else your going to hear what I have to say.
Our lil posse seems to be missunderstood on how everything in life really works. And I have kind of realized that lately. If an event occurs between two people, it stays between 2 people, and no one else should get involved. It's not yours to be involved in, or you would be, so stay out of it. Everyone talks shit, and its old. I am finding myself really just sick of a lot of the way situations are being turned around lately. Someone always ends up looking stupid or like a douche for saying something. And my guess is that by all the shit that I am sure has been talked about me in the past two nights, that I am that person. Oh well Someone is always being talked about.
I'm not writing this journal entry for everyone to see and react to.
I'm not writing this to start anything.
I'm not writing this to serve any type of purpose other than to simply put all my thoughts out there, somewhere else besides my head.
This is my journal and that's what it's for.
I'm not writing this to try and patch anything up or change anything with our group of friends, cause lets face it, thats how it is and either your in it or your not. And I'm really seeing what really goes on and that its not going to change, things are the way they are.
People are stubborn, people don't listen, people get involved when they shouldn't, stories get twisted around like a game of telephone, no one has any balls anymore to confront anyone or say it to their face, its all via phone and internet and its lame.
I can't say or type anything else without sounding like some weirdass, emo, complaining, teenager, who hates life and yadda yadda yadda, or repeating myself. Again this is my journal with my opinions and if you don't agree with them, tough. I'm not letting anyone leave comments on this entry because if anyone reading this has an issue or doesn't agree with my OPINION, then you can call me or talk to me in person about it, because the whole comment with how you feel about a situation and try to bitch someone out via comments is lame, so don't do it. Don't try and fight with me online either, cause I don't have time to sit on my sidekick and type a whole conversation.
So grow a set and talk to me.
So I wish I could say that the break has been amaaaaaazing, and I love every minute of it. But I can't. I mean lately, things have just gotten a lil shitty. Getting into fights with friends, essentially over nothing. I wasn't even argueing because frankly I could care less. But because majority of my friends are stubborn, no one listens to each others opinions, including myself from time to time.
I just think that it's shitty that the first time I share my opinion in a concerned matter and I get flipped out on, it's just stupid. I have always been the one in the group that kinda stays neautral, unless I am directly involved. So I shared my opinion and it blows up in my face, even though it is MY opinion. I don't think anyone really gets what an opinion means. It's one persons thoughts or beleifs. And no one is going to change my opinion without my consent. So whatever I'm over it. And I'm not going to pretend like I am changing my mind to make anything better, I haven't done anything wrong. From now on know this, if you tell me something and you don't want my honest opinion, tell me you don't or else your going to hear what I have to say.
Our lil posse seems to be missunderstood on how everything in life really works. And I have kind of realized that lately. If an event occurs between two people, it stays between 2 people, and no one else should get involved. It's not yours to be involved in, or you would be, so stay out of it. Everyone talks shit, and its old. I am finding myself really just sick of a lot of the way situations are being turned around lately. Someone always ends up looking stupid or like a douche for saying something. And my guess is that by all the shit that I am sure has been talked about me in the past two nights, that I am that person. Oh well Someone is always being talked about.
I'm not writing this journal entry for everyone to see and react to.
I'm not writing this to start anything.
I'm not writing this to serve any type of purpose other than to simply put all my thoughts out there, somewhere else besides my head.
This is my journal and that's what it's for.
I'm not writing this to try and patch anything up or change anything with our group of friends, cause lets face it, thats how it is and either your in it or your not. And I'm really seeing what really goes on and that its not going to change, things are the way they are.
People are stubborn, people don't listen, people get involved when they shouldn't, stories get twisted around like a game of telephone, no one has any balls anymore to confront anyone or say it to their face, its all via phone and internet and its lame.
I can't say or type anything else without sounding like some weirdass, emo, complaining, teenager, who hates life and yadda yadda yadda, or repeating myself. Again this is my journal with my opinions and if you don't agree with them, tough. I'm not letting anyone leave comments on this entry because if anyone reading this has an issue or doesn't agree with my OPINION, then you can call me or talk to me in person about it, because the whole comment with how you feel about a situation and try to bitch someone out via comments is lame, so don't do it. Don't try and fight with me online either, cause I don't have time to sit on my sidekick and type a whole conversation.
So grow a set and talk to me.