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I am going to admit my age
I'm young, infact much younger then most of the people I call friend. and it's never been a problem for my friends, but for some of their friends, I'm more than a little pissed. how do I express to the rest of you the need to impress feeling I have most of the time I'm out in public. I'm ten years of more younger then my favorite people, so when we go out I feel the need to "show off" I feel like the little sister tagging along and I have to prove that I'm worth spending time with.
I know I've had this rant before, but I was at a party this weekend and this girl that I dont even know starts commenting on my drinking "don't fall off any more chairs" and then tells everyone around us about something that happened in JUNE. that would be the time I'm pretty sure someone put something in my drink. she was all "no, you had like seven on an empty stomach..." ah sweetie, I spent 3 months living on Jaeger, and I've done vodka shots with not eating for 2days, I know how I am drunk and I"ve never had that happen. but that's not the point of the story.
ONE time in my life has that ever happened to me, and that's what I'm remembered for? that's how people see me. so once again i'm the little sister no one wants around but has to tag along and people put up with me because they're being polite.
I'm young, infact much younger then most of the people I call friend. and it's never been a problem for my friends, but for some of their friends, I'm more than a little pissed. how do I express to the rest of you the need to impress feeling I have most of the time I'm out in public. I'm ten years of more younger then my favorite people, so when we go out I feel the need to "show off" I feel like the little sister tagging along and I have to prove that I'm worth spending time with.
I know I've had this rant before, but I was at a party this weekend and this girl that I dont even know starts commenting on my drinking "don't fall off any more chairs" and then tells everyone around us about something that happened in JUNE. that would be the time I'm pretty sure someone put something in my drink. she was all "no, you had like seven on an empty stomach..." ah sweetie, I spent 3 months living on Jaeger, and I've done vodka shots with not eating for 2days, I know how I am drunk and I"ve never had that happen. but that's not the point of the story.
ONE time in my life has that ever happened to me, and that's what I'm remembered for? that's how people see me. so once again i'm the little sister no one wants around but has to tag along and people put up with me because they're being polite.