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Now that I've calmed down,
I'm so frustrated that there is very little in my life that is my own. that isn't to say there aren't great things or people in my life. I just want more, you know? I hate thinking about money and work and school. because I could make more money if I would work more i could work more if i didn't have to go to school. but of course I have to go to school.
getting the picture? it isn't that I don't care about school because this time I really do i just want to get through and be done. this last week i found out just how much in over my head I am. I had 5 people to call, 15hours to work, a bunch of homework, and 2socail events.
I only called 2 people, all 15hours and all but 2 homework assignments that's $300 I missed out on and I'm still trying to get through this stack of papers.
crying out loud
so I'm just frustrated Damned if I do damned if I quite damn damn damn
I'm so frustrated that there is very little in my life that is my own. that isn't to say there aren't great things or people in my life. I just want more, you know? I hate thinking about money and work and school. because I could make more money if I would work more i could work more if i didn't have to go to school. but of course I have to go to school.
getting the picture? it isn't that I don't care about school because this time I really do i just want to get through and be done. this last week i found out just how much in over my head I am. I had 5 people to call, 15hours to work, a bunch of homework, and 2socail events.
I only called 2 people, all 15hours and all but 2 homework assignments that's $300 I missed out on and I'm still trying to get through this stack of papers.
crying out loud
so I'm just frustrated Damned if I do damned if I quite damn damn damn