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Last night something tragic and wonderful happend. The tragic isn't that big a deal but that is part of the wonderful. I ate pork yesterday, just a bite and I was really hungry :( and at the club just went all numb and teary eyed and other not niceness which is why I"m not supposed to eat meat in the first place. It sucks cause you feel all like no one likes you and you can't cry no matter how despart you are to leek out the icky and when people ask what's wrong you just want to hide from shame.
So Rik and some of the rest of the people I know by name all went to Brakefest 230am and something wonderful happened. Can't tell why or what the cure was but 20min after sitting down, and the numbness was melting off me, not only was I feeling better but I was smiling. YAY!!!
There was also something funny that happened but I don't know how to tell that without sounding like a self important bitch, but bottom line everyone thought I was awesome and you can't help feel good the rest of the week when a whole group tells you to your face they think you're the hero of the evening.
So Rik and some of the rest of the people I know by name all went to Brakefest 230am and something wonderful happened. Can't tell why or what the cure was but 20min after sitting down, and the numbness was melting off me, not only was I feeling better but I was smiling. YAY!!!
There was also something funny that happened but I don't know how to tell that without sounding like a self important bitch, but bottom line everyone thought I was awesome and you can't help feel good the rest of the week when a whole group tells you to your face they think you're the hero of the evening.