Getting Organized
So, this is life? My life has never been perfect but even the crappy bits have been fun. I have smiled in when I wanted to die. So, what happened? Nothing happened, most of you know why I don't eat meat well, yesterday I was just depressed, not nearlly like I used to be when chicken was in the picture but still, I started self medicating. So what happened?
I did a guided meditation on where will I be in 5 years. In 5 years I'll be turning 28 and where will I be. there is where I think and where I dream, Hell, for my German final that was the topic of my essay. but the point of the meditation was not to predict the future, but to see where my mind and heart REALLY beleive I'm going to be when I'm 28.
I didn't like it
so, now what? what do I do to end up where I want to be? If I stay on the track I'm on i'll not get very far. but how do I find the path off this one? I feel like I can only go forward on this road, like there are high glass walls keeping me from straying. so how?
Need more chocolate
I did a guided meditation on where will I be in 5 years. In 5 years I'll be turning 28 and where will I be. there is where I think and where I dream, Hell, for my German final that was the topic of my essay. but the point of the meditation was not to predict the future, but to see where my mind and heart REALLY beleive I'm going to be when I'm 28.
I didn't like it
so, now what? what do I do to end up where I want to be? If I stay on the track I'm on i'll not get very far. but how do I find the path off this one? I feel like I can only go forward on this road, like there are high glass walls keeping me from straying. so how?
Need more chocolate