And on your machine I slur a plea for you to come home.
heyyy.. so spring break started yesterday. good stuff. junior year is almost over and we're almost seniors.. how crazy. im not excited. i want to stay 16 forever. i highly doubt being in the "real world" will be fun. i like having a big group of friends, i like being close to all those friends, and i like that ive known them all for years. i dont want to start all over. i mean yeah college will be fun but its such a hassle to start over. and besides, i love all of u guys too much. but w/e, i guess knowing that will make me more excited to make the rest of high school as fun as possible.
so yesterday was sweet... not. i got cut from the soccer team. one question: who goes from being a starter the previous season to being cut from the team the next? yeah w/e i dont care, the freshman were all really good so they deserve spots on the team. wow i hate sports, fuck country day for trying to make me into an athlete. but yeah after that i came home and got my ACT scores, definitely brightened my day. at least now i have a chance of getting into college. score.
so i went to bed at 10 30 last night and got up at 8 15. haha yeah.. i felt so refreshed. first thought was "wow, this is what it feels like to have a normal sleeping pattern." yeah it was exciting. so i showered, cleaned, went shopping w/ mitra. omg we were looking at sunglasses for like an hour, they are so adorable. then mitra had to go to tennis so i went to the library (yes the library) and looked at the Fiske Guide to Colleges and went through ten out of twenty colleges mrs. penkala has lined up for me to look into. out of the 10 i liked about 1. no joke. maybe the college elimiation process will be easier than i thought. so yeah then i came home and now im here. tonight i think my sister's making me go to church with her, then im going to tony and jenny's party. tomorrow im going to church then right after we're going to grand rapids to see the fam. which is going to be boring as FUCK since all my cousins still have school but yeahh. maybe ill see if my mom will let me drive my car up there haha. i doubt it but we'll see.
hm so thats really i have to update you on.
stolen from annie who stole it from mosum:
Choose 15 friends and write statements to them, don't tell anyone who the statements are to, good or bad. [im just gonna reduce it to 10 cuz this takes a long time]
- you are my savior. without you my life would be very very boring. not only are you always there for me, but you understand me better than anyone i know. half the time i can just tell you about something that happened to me and right away you know how i feel about it or reacted to it, without me even saying anything. you are always the first person i call when something happens because i know you will take the time to listen to me and/or help me with whatever it is, no matter what you're doing. you care so much, and i cant express how much i appreciate it. your friendship means more to me than you probably realize.
- you are always teaching me new things. you keep me in line and make sure i dont go overboard. ever since i met you you have been accepting of me and understand why i think the way i do. you and i think alike on a lot of things, so knowing that has helped me get through a ton of random stuff ever since the 7th grade. right now we're not as close as we normally are, but i love you just as much as i always have.
- you have kept me sane. knowing that there is someone as accepting as you has been the most reassuring thing ever. your honesty has allowed me to really trust you, and youve made my life so much more fun and interesting.
- not once have i ever been with you and not had fun. you honestly make my life sooo much fun haha i love spending time with you and getting your advice.
- you are quite possibly the funniest person i know. the jokes arent always the most appropriate haha, but thats what makes them so great. any time i am ever feeling down, a short conversation with you has me laughing for hours, no joke lol
- you are the most insightful person i know. your understanding of the world around you and your ability to look past the surface makes you the most mature 16 year old i have ever met or even heard of in my life. i hate only being able to see you a few times a year. every time i am with you i feel like a better person, or that i have the potential to become a great person. i swear to god you are a saint
- you are a very caring friend. even tho u love to make fun of me lol. every time im with you we always find something to laugh about, and you never mind taking time out of your schedule to help me with homework or any other problem i might have. i truly appreciate your friendship
- well youre definitely a perv haha jk. no matter how many times i complain about your horniness youre still one of my favorite people to talk to
- youre a clumsy stoner lol but i love you. youve introduced me to a lot of new ideas and made me not-so sheltered. its always been reassuring to have you there to help me get through some shit and to just listen to me bitch about stuff you really dont need to care about, but you still do. making fun of you is also one of the funniest things ever haha
- i am never bored when i'm with you. you are so lively, you make everything a lot more enjoyable. i know we dont talk as much but i still love being able to go to you and tell you whats on my mind, and getting your honest opinion on it. you have taught me a lot about life, more than you probably know.