I need coffee
I'm feeling pretty blah today. My boyfriend/fiance whatever he decides to call himself these days has to work on his day off. Its dreary outside, the clouds are gray, with a cool breeze. I havent been getting much sleep, because I have to pick him up from work at 2 am. I try to sleep before, but its hard because I am on edge. I set an alarm, but I always think I will miss it. So needless to say the last week of having only 4-5 hours of sleep is taking its toll on my mood. Work is work. I know I do a kick ass job, but my reward has been a bigger work load. Im still trying to get hired on, my ten weeks was up last week. However Im told if you get hired on , you do not get a pay raise. Yay! When I talked to the lawyer about getting hired on, he said he would expect more out of me. Which is fine, but I have already surpassed there expectations, and what others have done. Im the first temp in his own words in a very long time to pass his expectations. Good for me I guess. Im a hard worker, and it seems like it wont pay off.
I still dont know what Im going to do next year. There is a makeup school for movie makeup, beauty makeup I have been thinking about doing. On the other hand I still want to teach theatre. Then I keep considering counseling. I think I could be good at any of these, but I have doubts with all of these as well.
My next dilemma weighing on my mind: I was casted for a local vampire web series. There will be combat training. I am not athlethic at all. The director is recommending everyone take a weekly parkour (freerunning) class. If its not expensive I kind of want to do it. Then again I dont want to get injured doing something Im not ready for. I think I should just start running and working out so when the combat training comes I can try. The devil on my shoulder keeps telling me to just quit the whole thing.
I hope friday will be better.
I still dont know what Im going to do next year. There is a makeup school for movie makeup, beauty makeup I have been thinking about doing. On the other hand I still want to teach theatre. Then I keep considering counseling. I think I could be good at any of these, but I have doubts with all of these as well.
My next dilemma weighing on my mind: I was casted for a local vampire web series. There will be combat training. I am not athlethic at all. The director is recommending everyone take a weekly parkour (freerunning) class. If its not expensive I kind of want to do it. Then again I dont want to get injured doing something Im not ready for. I think I should just start running and working out so when the combat training comes I can try. The devil on my shoulder keeps telling me to just quit the whole thing.
I hope friday will be better.